Okies.. here's an entry be4 i forgets everything abt my life..
Since 1st june, life has became complicated, busy and stressful.. getting used to it is not easy, but its becoming a routine (dunno good or bad) loving my kids more each day.. but everything's becoming a chore. sometimes u wonder if mind over body ever works. its sad, but its e truth tt am getting bruises from nowhere.. even be4 e old ones heal.. maybe it'll make my body stronger, or otherwise. however, there's a responsibility in me tt i cant take away. sometimes its tt bad till i'll dream abt it.. its upsetting when my chn got hurt whether its under my supervision or not.. now u see how this job is haunting me. too much of passion becomes overloading responsibilities overtime. u noe wats the contradicting thing.. i love teaching =)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses, Sharon
[Dear Angel, how long have i not wish for sth? everything is hard work. everything is tears. everything is time. time is everything. how much time would u give me then? give me more.. I LOVE YOU]
i died. 10:15 PM
Sunday, May 31, 2009
alrights. been back for quite some time alr.. pics will be up on facebook =) anyways, had a great trip with Jill, but i think we agree tt 9 days a bit too much for both of us. not enough $ to spend too! argh! haha. but wells, guess its realli a memorable trip for me. somewhere which feels like home =)
gonna begin work veri soon. so i haf to declare tt i will be busier these days.. realli busy.. i think the ECH graduates will noe very well. i'll be getting used to the routines and 'full-time' responsibilities. hopes for the best! =)
this mth is full of excitements. my first week of "full time" work in the centre, full time with the kids. my 10 days of holiday. my one week of break after tt. and sth tt changed my life, and directions. but not extremely. juz filled with love and hopes. =) hopefully i'll be able to update soon abt my first week of work. wish mi luck! miss ya all!
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses, Sharon
[Dear Angel, thanks for showing me the way. directions might change, but it'll lead to a good ending, my happy ending. tts wat u promised me. tts wat u say. u noe how much i look upon on. not so much for an answer, but a direction. if anything goes wrong, u noe i've got someone i can depend on. and i noe tt u will not let anything go wrong. how i miss talking to u Angel. u noe tt i need peace. u gave it to me. pls look out for me one last time. give me strength and hope. i need it. I LOVE YOU]
i died. 1:17 AM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Departing: 14th May, 1.30 pm Returning: 23rd May, 11.45pm
Miss ya all. Take gd care. *Muackx* Miss me too!!! =)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses, Sharon
i died. 12:57 AM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
its a weird feeling wen u've got no assignments to complete, own time own target.. and now taking a class on my own. perhaps its sth to get used to. there's much more to get used to. finally graduating from NP is a satisfying yet saddening truth. u noe tt ya hard work have been paid off. cox u realli put in hard work. but u noe things will not be the same anymore. there's a few things tt i would like to say in this entry. for those who dun seem to understand, u dun haf to. juz some tots and feelings about my 2 yrs of BSc.
1st yr 1st sem: Everything seemed inspiring and worth trying out. Professor Felicity Crawford and Susan Kosoff made me see a whole new world of the Early Childhood Industry. We aim to advocate for change, becox of them, or maybe one of them. Yet, drama and the Arts thought me things tt i nv knew its importance. things tt are fun yet a learning point for children. things tt laid beautiful memories tt i'd rather left it untouched, unmentioned (if there's such a word).
1st yr 2nd sem: things changed tremendously. sometimes i wonder how i survived. but i did, and cant realli remember e details. tts a good thing. juz let my memory fail. its alright. sometimes ppl like to put themselves in the spotlight. i nv wanted to. NEVER. however, i became one. strangely, i began to understand how pride and ego works. and i see tt the world does not spin ard one person onli. i see a clearer view from the outside. i'm finally safe. quietly safe. thanks to those whom brought me experiences tt i can realli learn from. the weaknesses and strengths of frenships.
2nd yr 1st sem: thank god(s) i've got them. Team 2. my darlings who pulled mi thru boston immersion and lotsa life changing moments for me. somehow, am glad tt things changed. thank god(s) it changed. cox i made stronger frenship which helped me forgot how the last few worked out, or did not. cox its not impt anymore. even a child learn to pull himself up after a fall. i did it. i tried to be fair. but too bad, life's always unfair. its a good thing tt u learnt how to be fair to yaself. thanks to Team 2, my gals and those who gave me the worst and the bestest. Team 2 played a major role in my life in Wheelock College (Singapore) u'll see why.
2nd yr Last sem: Team 2 + 1. Always there for one another. you noe how much i love you gals and how much i thank all of you for ya company, support and all. we've survived the last sem with joy, stress, laughter and tears of cox. but i noe tt this frenship is for real. sth tt words cant describe. things changed in this sem to. for e better. for two person who felt the warmth in each other arms. for 11 gals who held hands tightly and walked through the toughest storms. for the healing i recieved. am cured. need not to be protected anymore. dun be afraid to hurt me. cox i'll grow out of it. nuttin tt i cant do now. cox i've got strength from my loved ones. so much tt it overcomes almost everything.
okies.. kinda emo hor.. haha. but well well, its not goodbye. Farewell Wheelock College (Singapore) Thanks For The Memories. =)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses, Sharon
[Dear Angel, its been long since i blogged. but i noe tt u're ard making sure tt am ok. i've found the strength tt u led me to. i've found loves tt are irreplaceable. let the past build on the present, for the better. i heard you. ppl placed to highly importance of themselves. ppl protected me too well. its time for me to see the world again. am ready Angel. This time am ready. thanks for being there with me always. i still need you Angel. Never leave me, please. I LOVE YOU]
i died. 3:16 AM
Monday, April 06, 2009
okies this is gonna be another very random post. i cant believe that a graduating soon! so soon tt i din wan it to end, although it's a new beginning for me too. well mainly, not tt i missed the workload, but i will seriously misss the company (Team 2 + Aisha) and many many more!!! well well, i'll get over it. haiz.. anyways, my plan for working isnt veri smooth due to YEP trip planning and stuff. am looking forward to work wif my lovely kids.. but yar, there's some stuff tt needa be settled ba. =) well, its been so long since i last blogged about wat am up to. so i've decided to give it a miss, and those who are in my facebook acc, i think u guys can see my life from the pics tt i uploaded ba.. tts abt it. haha. nuttin big, nuttin small. but everything is significant to me. =)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses, Sharon
[Dear Angel, wen am not writing to you, it doesnt mean tt i forgot abt u. i can feel you everywhere. but juz in a corner watching me grow all over again. you knoe tt i can do it. u gave me the strength. you gave me the hope. and now i'll show it to you. but no matter how strong i might be, i still need you. juz standing by and watch over me. i'll do my best. not to impress you. but to let you know that i can do it, with you. I LOVE YOU]
i died. 12:50 AM
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
okies.. this is gonna be kinda random. juz to make sure tt i keep an eye on my blog. haha. watever.. okie. so.. am busy. *excuse* haha. well well, juz kinda lazy to take time to upload e mani pics and type abt it.. gonna do it wen i feel less lazy ba.. e worst and best thing tt could ever happen to me is schooling. haha. contradicting it seems. but those who are schooling would understand what i meant. so some near-to-the-future news:
Will be going for a holiday with Jill!!! FINALLY! yeah! hehe. To Taiwan.. Our dunno how mani yrs dream to go over and haf fun. well, its coming true. so yar..! =) but i muz admit tt am going away for a fairly long holiday. 10days. 14th to 23rd of May. so yar.. if u guys cant contact me then, u should noe where am i =)
Graduation ceremony on 3rd of June. However!!!! cant seem to allow all my frens and family members to go. cox its held is a pretty small theater in NP. well well, am gonna do my best, but pls do not be disappointed if i cant bring all of ya :(
This is gonna be exciting. Am starting half-day work on the 1st of June and officially full-day on the 15th. *subject to changes* cox still haf to settle the YEP thingy. well well, we shall see how it goes. kinda excited to begin working full-time, but will also miss my gals a lot. not only we cant get to see each other often, it might be harder to meet up with diff grps of frens wen u are onli free on weekends. and how mani weekends u haf in a week? 2!!! *should not be greedy*
So yar.. tts abt it.. will update real soon *i hope* hehe. take care guys!
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses, Sharon
[Dear Angel, something is changing. weather, frens, loved ones, etc. e poor merlion, poor snails, and mani other stuff. can i handle change? you will guide mi to rite? pls dun leave me alone. this is weird. but am glad tt i did not struggle as much as i did for e past 6 weeks. i heard u Angel, i realli did. Thanks for being ard. how's my babies? u noe sth, its hard to want to do so much, and yet there's nuttin much u can realli do. onli u'll understand Angel. tts y, I LOVE YOU]
i died. 12:10 AM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
hehe. its been so so so long... okies a wrong reason to blog.. cox am sick, at home, resting, nuttin much to be done, so blogged. =) okies.. so there's lots of things that i have not blogged abt end of 08. so here it goes!
Thank you Auntie Siew Eng & Ah Kok! =)after the course, i feel sick alr. not enough rest i suspect. should have finished up my work for e week. but e course dragged everything. so yar.. but well, needa buck up and fight with my team 2 alr!! =)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses, Sharon
[Dear Angel, i've gained more den i've lost last yr. as compared to e previous. i dun realli care if they dun understand. i've made my choice and am quite proud of it. ppl dun see e other side dun they? how much have they tried to understand? dey dun need to. cox i've got it. real tight. thanks for believing in me Angel. still around. I LOVE YOU]
sch reopens.. busy, busy, still veri busy.
after the course, i feel sick alr. not enough rest i suspect. should have finished up my work for e week. but e course dragged everything. so yar.. but well, needa buck up and fight with my team 2 alr!! =)