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Thursday, May 31, 2007

happy vesak day everyone! eh.. so wat i did today? i went to temples wif zhi hui aka tau hui. haha.. she brought me to e farrer park temple.. den we took bus to bugis de.. and at e bugis temple, i met my sec sch chi teacher. so happy to see her! but i dunno if i call her correctly. hehe.. anyway, we exchanged numbers and i'm excited to plan to go to her house for another big feast! hehe.. ok so after tt we went to vivo. actualli wanted to eat pasta mania, but sadly vivo dun haf.. so.. we ate at TheChickenRiceShop. not bad lar.. we ad e twin feast i think. not too bad :) but e rice is not fragrant enough. haha.. so sorri tau hui i'm mentally sleeping today. hope din affect ya mood. :) den after tt she acc me to go look for e bear shop so tt i can apply for a job. besides being a admin, i like to work wif chn. so e making a bear shop realli suits me i think. but! i'm lucky tt they're looking for part timers, but! i'm e 36th person to apply for it. and i applied online be4 u noe. so i guess this time also slim chance to get it. :( but it's ok.. i'll keep looking ard for another one. cox i needa support myself in my degree yrs i think. most prob. cox wen i asked mummy wen she's gonna gimme allowance, she asked i dun wanna work alr meh? i stun by her ans. thought of it, i can do part time previously, so i think i can do it too. let me try again. it's tough, but wat to do. i have to do it, and i can do it :) sad tt my fren alr watched shrek 3. but it's ok, cox i'll gather more pple. i hope. haha.. and i've been trying to hard to get e shrek 2 disc.. i mean rent. but! no news yet. hope to get it before going to desaru on sunday. oh yar! i'm going to malaysia this sun, till wed. so i'm supposed to finish my homework for e writing clinic by tml, so tt godpa can send mi to sch on wed. :) thankx godpa! i love you :) so i guess wil be watching shrek 3 next thurs. i hope. haha. so many uncertainties. but i'll enjoy my trip to malaysia first. this will be my last trip before e degree starts. so scary, e week after next is grad. den e following week is e orientation n launch of e degree program. den next is start sch! so fast! i muz get myself prepared soon! i mean mentally. cox there's no use being excited abt starting sch, yet i'm not in e mood. :) so yar, once again, i can do it! :)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, i had a bad dream. bad to me. so i've made a decision. i wan everything in e now mode. cox even my future is blurr. i prayed for everyone today. for my frens' work, family's well being, bro's life in army, my studies n health. though e health part i act wanna left it out. but i think it's impt though. thankx for leading me today. i'm so tired. no idea y. thank you Angel. I LOVE YOU]


i died.
10:25 PM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

ok i needa finish this asap cox i have not done my assignment yet! hehe :P
so yar.. today.. early morning woke up at 9.20am.. haha considered early alr ok.. and so.. i travelled to ah ma hse at woodlands, and reached at 11am. den after light lunch, we took cab down to downtown east. act wanna go there, but! in e cab, we witnessed heavy rain! haha.. so ah ma suggest tt we go down to tanjong pagar and search for e ocean butterfly company. she wana get some info from there lor. so we went. and lost our way, den found our way again. haha. yes, by cab. transport is free de hor. haha no lar. ah ma paid. den.. we took cab again, thought we will be going to orchard for shopping, but since we're taking ting ting out, she wanted to go play at downtown east.
and so, we went. yes, via cab. hehe.. den wen we reached there, ting dun wanna play in escape, but wanna go for a bicycle ride first.. so we rented bikes for an hr.. ride happily n carefully.. haha.. ah ma din join us cox she say she ride every morning to e market.. haha.. den after tt we went to haf ice cream! yeah! haha.. but ting chose chocolate sth brownie.. ohman. i din stop her lar cox she wanted ma. den i juz ate a bit. but i ate e cookies too. nice nice! :) yummy! den after tt we played a lil games in e arcade, den took cab to tampines mall. haha.. ah ma wana shop lar.. we walked less den half an hr den ah ma tired le.. haha.. she wanna go home. and u noe wat! it's onli 4++pm. and i'm meeting my frens at 6.50pm to watch pirates.. haiz.. so how.. i got bus info frm my fren n took 72 to hougang, den change 51 to bugis.. haha.. took mi ard 1++ hours.. hehe. be4 tt i made sure i ate sth. n sth = bread. cox i needa take medicine. and bought water n sweet. to last e journey.. i slept a lil on 51.. den! almost missed e stop to bugis! haiz. but luckily i din.
and so i went to walk ard.. till i reached kino, i saw e SpiderLilies poster! rainie's coming to bugis at 6.15pm!!! so i rushed down to see if i can still catch a glimpse of her as it's alr 6.45pm. but! she's not here yet. su su came too. so she joined me. haha. but after a while sth happened to our booking, so she left to get help. and i managed to take one pic of her! spot rainie!haha.. not veri clear though.. i could haf taken a clearer one, but i juz stared at her wen she passed by. haha! stun lar! hehe.. so pretty n cute :) den later on i get to noe tt there's system error therefore, our movie starts at 815 instead of 730. well, pissed some of them off. but wat to do.. so su su, shin, weiming n i went to grab sth to eat n drink first. movie was fine, but i fell asleep half way. haha.. but cant realli sleep cox e sound effects is scary.. haha.. shocked me a few times.. hehe.. after e movie we go home le lor.
ok done! gtg do my work le! :) nitez everyone! sweet dreams!
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, i'm feeling much better now. mentally i mean. haha. still, i've lost some rights. i noe. but it cant be helped. dun wan pple to suffer wif mi. anyway, i'm realli enjoying life right now. although i'm not getting enough sleep these days, i'm leading a fulfilling life! haha.. thankx Angel. I LOVE YOU]


i died.
12:17 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007


i died.
1:38 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

juz came back from e mini mini b'day celebration for alex. well bro's b'day was supposed to be on fri, but he's not free to come out so we went out today. onli managed to call jackie as michelle n juwind were not free today. so yar.. juz realised tt i went out for less than 4 hrs!!! on e way, i saw this poster, and i realli laughed hard. haha.. misha, e name looks familiar? hehe! hahahahaha! :) n look wat she's holding?!?! sotong!!! haha.. misha n me :p hehe.. haiz.. anyways, we met him ard 8+ den went for dinner at cafe cartel. well i'm budget too.. but its ok lar.. b'day once a yr onli rite.. :) bought him e adidas jacket tt he wanted on fri. den wen i gave it to him, can see tt he's veri happy. i think. haha.. anyways.. here's e pics.. food!! vanilla shake, filling shake :) ok haf to admit tt i looked weak in this pics. but i'm tryin my best! serious!jackie n her darling. me n alex. i dun dare to eat much.. afraid tt i'll puke all out. maybe they'll think tt i'm eating as normal, but i'm filling myself wen more water den food if they observed. anyway not impt. after tt i acc bro to wait for bus. den i took train home. well now i'm sick of staying at home. cox i'll bound to fall sicker. anyways, i needed rest. but i dun wanna stay at home!!! haiz.. so confusing. i juz dun feel like staying at home.. wanna travel.. like go ard n eat.. haha..sounds like andrea now.. anyway i juz wanna get away. for some reasons.. alrite den. guess i'm gonna wait for CSI to repeat play at 2am. rite now.. it's bath time! :)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, i'm not taking it yet. it's so hard to believe sometimes. how life can play along wif ya. and threaten u on e way. wen i feel tt life is so good n fine, it went on e wrong track again. wen i pluck up my courage to do sth, i fell into e deep sea again. wen i learn to be independent, i've to depend on antibiotics again. i'm lost. Angel, i dun wanna live/die in regrets. but i dun wanna bring pain n regrets to my loved ones. guess i'll juz have to learn to take it. u'll be here for mi rite? i need u now. every now n then. I LOVE YOU]


i died.
10:25 PM


okie so long since i blog.. so now let's see where to start.. hmm..
19th May 2007:
first day of e Yunnan YEPians' chalet :) we meet up at 1pm, and yes i was late. hehe. thought i might be early leh.. hehe.. den we went to shop for food and stuff. den we took e shuttle bus to e chalet. as we've not eaten breakfast, reei, marian, wen xiong n me went to eat lunch together. i din eat as i've got no appetite. and so drank iced lemon tea from KFC :) oh in e meantime, marcus n nanda stay back in e chalet for their 'moment' together in e toilet. haha! no lar they prepared e BBQ food. :)
my fav sotong!den erm.. we're all waiting for them to arrive lor.. so we played some games.. veri funny lar. haha.. eh. den ard 5+ we went down for e BBQ. there's a lot of pple leh. typical sat evening. so smoke everywhere.. noises everywhere.. but we still did enjoyed ourselves! mr ng couldn't come, but mr chua did made e special appearance with his daughter n nephew. :) after tt some went up first. and e rest of us stayed back to wait for su su, mich n lala. but they're so late and we forgot to BBQ enough food for them. So sorry gals! u all muz be so hungry! but they had some chicken wings though. we cleared up n went up. they're in e midst of watching juz follow law i think. den we watched too. and it's like veri crowded in e room. haha. ard 10+ of us leh. den later on we sent yun hui, lala n andrea to e bus stop.
here is tayni, tauhui n lim kopi aka meh meh :)they needa go home le. den we bought some drinks back. den.. after e movie we decided to walk out for supper. haha. and then i led e way. haha and it was a mistake from e start leh. hehe. but so sorry guys u trusted me n i still led e wrong way. and so we walked back again n finally found e coffee shop. sorry nanda to have u walked so far. he injured his ankle u see. but luckily siew chin drove n sent him n others back. so yar.. wen we came back n watch e movie cars. den it was morning le. haha. nanda, reei, chongsian, marcus n me went to eat mcdonalds. i din eat too. juz drank milo. we sat ard, chatted.. den shin n qi xiang came over. they're going off alr. after tt we went for a walk at e beach. a while later we went back. den they wanna watch another movie. hse of wax?!?!?! oh man. nightmare! so i decided to rest for a while. haha.. marcus say its called meditate. haha. so yes i did. den when e rest are awake, e few of us went to sleep. haha. wen they came back, marian woke mi up to go to escape. act i wanna sleep so so much, but wanna acc zhi hui, so i went. and unfortunately, my body cant take it after i took e 3rd ride. felt so uncomfortable. so i juz sat ard and look after their stuff. :) after tt we went back.. marian, wen xiong n zhi hui left den. so eh.. onli left wif su su, marcus, wei jie, mich, nanda, reei n me. so we went for e last round of BBQ. and yes, we cant finish e food. haha. at nite we played games, and i was feeling so tired. haha. realli wanna sleep alr leh.. but they dun allow.. but i dun care. haha. slept ard 3pm.. cox i've got camp e next morning. so yar. den they act said tt they'll leave wif me, but wen i wake up at 630, all 3 are asleep. haha. so i went off myself. din wana disturb them. but i tried waking reei up, talked a few sentences den she fell back to sleep again. so i decided to put alarm on marcus's hp. and i woke him up too. a bit reluctant in e first place cox am afraid he'll not be able to sleep once he's awake. but lucky, all 3 slept soundly till it's time to go home. haha..

as for my camp. hm.. i took a train home, put down my tings n went out again. camp was alrite. e first day. haha. kids are ok at e first day. we did drama, singing n art activities. there's this challenging boy. but i did managed to handle him e next day. well i can onli say tt its so diffcult to handle him. haha. den at nite i went for e movie blades of glory with reei, siew chin, shin, mich, wei jie n marcus. so happy! although i fell asleep in e first quarter of e movie, i laughed away for e rest of it. hehe. thankx guy! :) after tt we went for dinner at NYDC. and i made e decision leh! haha.. i did it again. :) haha not impt. anyway here's our food! hehe.. after tt we went home le. i'm so veri tired. :) anyway e following days was tiring.. no teachers wif us, and therefore it's even more challenging to handle e chn. anyway, i had fun. sad tt we cant stay back for their performance cox we've got e writing clinic to attend :( but we still enjoyed :)
darling Bryan :) 25th May 2007:
forgot to bring my camera!! OMG! it's e last thing i'll forget to bring everytime. haiz.. anyway i went to acc my fren get bag. we went to so mani places lor! took bus to queensway-had lunch-went to e shopping mall-took bus to bugis-took train to vivio-took train to PS-walked to cathay-took bus to boonkeng-walked to shaw plaza-watched a movie-den took taxi home. haha. like transport free de hor. hehe. anyways good thing is tt we got our stuff. :) tiring but fun day! thankx ya! :)

27th May 2007:
went to visit Dr Lee again. wasn't feeling well since sat morning. den i noe not cox of anything i did or ate on fri. it's e old same thing again. tts y i hate blood. i'm not afraid to see it. but i juz hate it for some reason. well i've got medicine, so i should be fine :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, how many chances do Gods give everyone of us? do i stand a chance now? actualli i rather dun wan it. i wanna live, but i dun wanna fight. lose e energy long ago. i noe u'll get angry with mi giving up. but e truth hurts. seems like u're gonna lose mi be4 i could lose u. probably going missing for a while. needed rest. but i still need u Angel. cox I LOVE YOU]

i died.
12:07 AM