Before Am Gone.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

YEAH!! A day full of happiness!! i'm so excited in e morning as i'm going to my ex-supervisor's wedding!! yeah!! so happy...~~ and so.. took some time to make-up and prepare.. den went to meet my frens to go together. :) it was at Hilton hotel so like quite high class hor.. haha a bit qi dai.. anywayz den i'm actualli quite unsure abt e occasion.. cox i remember my supervisor told me is a engagement wedding.. so it is onli e engagement? onli e wedding? or engagement cum wedding? haiz.. dunno lar but then we realised that it's a engagement cum wedding.. hehe.. but not mani pple leh.. cox our table onli half filled.. wen e ceremony started, i'm so happy for them u noe!! wen they walked in together.. so romantic and nice.. how i wish i'm e bride, of cox with another man lar.. e man i love.. haha.. watever lar Sharon! den e engagement ceremony was veri touching and sweet i can say.. e words they say were so true and loving.. :) i wish i could record e things they say.. haiz.. anywayz, in e middle of e ceremony, e 2 other men went after e buffet.. so e whole big table onli left with 3 young ladies.. haha..

yar lor.. so empty.. e buffet was great actualli :) i enjoyed e deserts.. hehe.. e tarts especially!! haha.. then.. got e usual 'yam seng' thingy.. den.. after tt.. e bride & groom came ard taking pics.. den we decided tt we should leave alreadi.. so we went outside and took a pic with them! so nice!

hehe.. den.. we asked a unknown but helpful lday to take a pic for us in e hotel lobby before we left.. hehe..

then went to wisma cox joey wanted to get sth from watson.. so after tt i took 105 to misha's house..

wen i reached serangoon interchange, i'm lost! again! so i called misha for directions lor.. den she picked mi up at one of e mrt exits.. den.. reached safely lor.haha.. e rest alreadi reached lor.. we watched e indian channel.. got e beauty contest.. den i almost fell asleep.. lol.. yar lor.. we ate.. took pics...

chatted.. so fun.. so happy! haiz.. den it's e end of my WEEKEND lor.. haiz.. but i'm still very happy! cox today is filled with HAPPINESS! LOVE YA GALS!!

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, thankx for sharing the happiness i felt today. u felt the happiness too rite? i miss this feeling.. it's been so long after i felt like tt again.. :) it's even more special to me wen u're with me, sharing and enjoying :) how can i ever be alone? how can i live without you? lets bless the newly weds, with the most happiness and forever together! I LOVE YOU]

i died.
10:47 PM

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Yeah! i'm back to write my blog.. :) Didn't haf time to write cox i'm so into this taiwanese drama 'wei xiao pasta', tt i'm watching every evening to nite at youtube.. anyway.. boring week lar.. mmm..

keep worrying about projects lor..

keep thinking abt frenship..

sometimes i realli realise how fragile frenship is..

sometimes it's juz a small spark tt start e fire rite..

but wen i thought through it, 'wats e big deal!'

okie lar.. let mi say wat i did today.. it's e WEEKEND tt i've been waiting for!!! yeah!!! after all e struggle i've been through, it's finally WEEKEND!! u'll nv understand how weekends are SO IMPORTANT for me.. hehe.. anyway, was deciding whether to follow siang jun n xiu ping they all to the career fair in e morning.. but due to my tiredness in e morning.. haha. i went back to ZZZzz.. den who noes! Jill asked mi if i wanna go careerfair.. haiz.. so i think think.. den crawled out of bed lor.. but it's like 1+ liaoz lar.. haha.. went to meet her n her fren, shahidah at Novena, den took 56 to suntec..

den hor.. e fair was like.. so boring.. haha.. so crowded u noe.. actualli it's cox i dun realli noe wat i wanna look for.. my aim was juz to go n haf a look.. well, there're some interesting position though.. but tt's not e line i wanna go into :) den.... i think less than 15 mins, we're out of there.. den we went shopping at Marina Square.. got myself mascara, eyeliner, eyelash curler, hairband and a eyeshadow.. like a lot of $ hor.. but nope.. i onli spent 30+.. haha! budget leh! hehe.. anyway, after tt i went to my mum's place.. but u noe wat!!!! I took e wrong bus AGAIN!! sometimes how i wish i brought e transit link map ard wif mi all e time.. so i do not base on my intuition.. haiz.. but i still got there safely lar.. though i called Jill and complained.. haha.. cox i'm stuck on e road! so mani cars i dunno how to cross.. but den clever me finally went over lar..haha.. like tt lor.. den mummy veri gd.. she bought me 2 tops.. for $35 quite cheap lar.. hehe.. @ her fren's shop lor.. so got discount.. hehe. :)

den go home lor.. nv took pic today hor.. so i took a pic of my Sippo!

Introducing.. SIPPO!~

~LoVeLy~

~AdOrAbLe~

~I LoVe YoU~

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, i'm so lost today.. no idea why.. so many thoughts.. but i'm still glad tt u're with me every second, keeping my smile up :) thanks a lot.. sorry haf been troubling u these few days Angel.. let's get some good rest. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
9:46 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Okie supposed to stay @ home and write e lit reviews and all.. but then Jill wanted to go out and walk walk.. get her wallet frm e wallet shop. :) so i went.. hehe.. but i did 1 review already lar.. haha..

2.30pm: anywayz.. so we went to vivo city, as i suggested.. and it was SO CROWDED!! aiyo.. cant even breathe man! haha.. and then out of curiosity, we bought juice blended and mocha blended from e pacific coffee sth.. haha.. Jill's mango and guava tasted way better then mine.. haha.. mine was e low carb mocha.. tastes salty/sour.. haha..

3.00pm: then we went to e 3rd floor, where there is this BIG waterpark i think.. can see children 'swimming' there.. so we sat there and take a break.. took some pics too :) then Jill suggested to take pic when she's jumping in e pool, but i say i wana do it also. She asked mi to do it first.. without much consideration, i did it.. AND U NOE WAT! of cox my jeans got wet.. and even e back of my clothes! haha.. den she laughed at me lor.. say ask mi to do den i realli do.. haiya.. but e pic looked weird.. haha.. dunno how to explain.. gotta see it for yourself.. hehe.. :)

~SeE sEnToSa BeHiNd Us?~

~AcT aS tOuRiSt~

~@ E 'PoOl'~

~So CrOwDeD~

~PeDiCuRe~

~PeAcE~

~JuMp~

~HaVe A bReAk~

5.00pm: then later on we decided to go bugis cox there's no wallet shop there.. so we took mrt to bugis, AND U NOE WAT! no more stock of tt wallet tt she wanted.. so.. we walked to suntec.. but then! it was alreadi 5 and we're meeting my mum for dinner at 6! so i kinda rushed and Jill was like panting for air.. haha.. anywayz she got her wallet and i got e coin pouch i wanted e last time.. and i got e 15% voucher ma.. so a little cheaper.. hehe :)

5.45pm: then we took cab lor.. to balestier.. then ate.. waited and waited u noe..

6.15pm: we reached and ordered food lor.. chatted and waited again..

7.00pm: e first dish arrived!! ate lor.. haha got chilli crab u noe!! YEAH! after so long..

7.45pm: still waiting for e last dish, fried chicken.. so weird isn't chicken supposed to be faster.. haha.. so slow.. think they forgot... we asked million times, and there's like still no reply.. no sign of our chicken.. so nvm lor.. my mum asked to pay e bill.. then! who noes, e chicken came! so my mum a bit fed-up and told them tt we dun want alreadi..

8.10pm: reached home..

haiz.. wat a day.. fighting with time.. u noe.. time waits for no one.. haiz..

like tt lor.. :) ok lar quite enjoyable.. on e way home i told my mum abt e sleepover on sat, and yunnan trip next yr.. but not e cambodia one.. haha.. will tell her soon lar :)

take care guys! haf a nice day!

~SeLeMaT HaRiRaYa AiDiLfItRi~

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, i think i need to get more sleep.. not having enough sleep nowadays.. but think abt it, wat is enough for me? haha.. juz like to sleep rite.. i like to talk to Sippo at nite, and hugging it to sleep, and thinking abt u. :) r u missing my babies at cambodia like I am? keep dreaming abt them these few days.. realli hope tt they're fine.. please do look after them too.. anyway, i'm gonna sponsor Sophy for his studies.. kinda hard to decide, but Marian figured it out for me, and i think tt it's a good choice too, no matter wat, we're trying to help all 7 children to get sponsors. i realli hope tt they can study hard, not wasting our efforts over here.. cox there's realli little things tt we can do.. if they dun help themselves, there's no purpose for us to do it rite? mm.. thankx for ya support all this while.. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
9:03 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

was home e whole today.. well, it feels so good to be at home.. resting, away from e noisy traffics, e gossips around, e bad air.. anyway, i juz read my frens' blogs.. mmm.. seems like everyone was havin a bad day, but still staying strong to go on. how abt me?

i slept a lot today.. ate a bit.. now a bit headache.. but still wanna sleep late tonite.. stupid rite.. always wanna make my body breakdown.. sometimes life is so simple for me, sometimes, it makes mi think too much. like today? i had dreams, made dreams, create wishes and forget abt them.. think i'm getting depression.. sometimes i'm realli surprised abt myself.. how can i be so quiet in e inside, and so hyperactive wen i'm outside? to hide? to protect? or to pretend tt everything is going to be alright? ok.. it doesn't sounds like 'it's so good to be at home' hor... but it's actualli good cox i'm ME, i'm free to think abt watever tt's on my mind, i'm free to show my emotions and all..

dun worry pple.. i'm not a psycho or wat.. juz feel tt sometimes some pple behave differently in front of diff pple.. so i guess i'm still normal :) okie lar.. nuttin to say liaoz.. guess tomolo won't blog cox it'll be another boring but relaxing day at home :) take good care my frens! have a nice holiday weekend!

~HaPpY dEePaVaLi~

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, my heart's lost these days.. my soul is wondering around, my spirit is hiding away.. juz a heavy body walking ard e house. thankx for leading my heart, holding on to my soul, and lifting my spirit.. wat can i do without you? wat am i without you? if i'm gonna find tt someone soon, wat's gonna happen? u'll be still ard with me rite? cox u're e onli one i can proudly say tt 'we'll stay together as one Forever' I LOVE YOU ]

i died.
12:32 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006

Haiz.. wat a tiring day today.. actualli cox i slept late last nite.. hehe.. wanna watch my tv drama ma.. :) so woke up before i can see a bright singapore, den suffer from cold cox of e rain.. already planned wat to wear, so took quite fast to leave home. Agatha is sick, supposed to wear skirt together with her. Nvm, next time wear again lor.. hehe.. reached e lecture theatre with Janice, BUT! it's not opened yet.. so i got myself a Soya Bean drink. juz feel so weird today. so not myself. think cox it's too early for my expressions to work.. haha..

anyway, after e 1 hr lecture, SiangJun, Kirsty, XiuPing & me went to Lot 1 for breakfast. We chatted and left abt 11... Then we went over to XiuPing's house to rest n relax.. hehe.. watched e movie Dodgeball on starmovies. So nice! So funny! hehe.. later, SiangJun gotta go meet her frens, so she left ard 1+.. Kirsty n me stayed on till 3+ den we left for sch again.. We gotta attend this mooncake festival thingy.. Reached sch to eat dinner.. den went straight to LT68..

E performances are not bad, quite entertaining though. But peggy gave us e wrong timing. it's supposed to end at 9+, but i think she got e wrong info too.. she said end at 7.30.. so hor.. u noe it's veri tiring e whole day.. ended lesson @ 9, den muz wait for 8 hrs, to go for e celebration, den e thing gonna last sooooo longggg.. but e good thing is, got buffet to eat.. lol.. met e other Do1s classmates there too. So ate with Reei and a junior, Jacob (ping gan). chatted lor.. quite funny.. cox i ask him to get e book for Speech lessons. Den he said they bought liaoz.. He ask, 'E brown one rite?' den i say, 'Eh.. no ar.. it's orange colour ma. not meh?' Den Kirsty laughed out loud say is e author's name Brown sth.. not e colour of e book.. HAHAHA.. So pai seh! hehe.. but i laughed also lar.. see.. i always say stupid things rite.. haiz..

ok, anyway, this is e pics i took today :) ENJOY! haha..

~KiRsTy & Me 1~

~KiRsTy & Me 2~

~ReEi, KiRsTy & Me~

~Still Me~

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, y do pple onli noe how to miss n treasure their loved ones onli when their gone? i miss ya so much.. before u're back with me together, i feel as those i've lost my soul. cant realli think or talk properly.. feelings caught after me.. think i'm getting too dependent on you. is it good or bad? i'm not sure. but i'm so happy to have you back with me. :) thank you. How's ya break? need more time to rest? let mi know. I LOVE YOU ]

i died.
10:49 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Well, did quite a lot of things today.. So happy! this is how it went...

In e morning, Jill & me went to Kbox @ suntec. we had a great time! e bad news is, i'm recovering from my cough, but she's falling sick now! oh man! see lar wat e haze had done to us.. so poor thing u noe.. sneezing n coughing e whole day.. haiyo.. so glad tt she agreed to come out with me today! cox we actualli planned to go shopping last sun, but she had to do some cleaning up at home. So we are so happy today! BUT!! she ar.. say mi stupid so mani times.. haha.. cox i did some stupid things, asked some stupid questions lar.. but hor.. not my fault u noe.. i juz nv thought of tt.. or i forgot.. haha.. e usual me lar..

anyway, here are e pics i took! :)

~Sing till we cant sing no more~

~Voicing out~

~SMILEZ~

okie so after e ktv, we shopped a while, ate some snacks.. oh and i saw this top in Dorothy Perkins, but! no more size! but! i liked it a lot! so i insisted tt we should go down to PS and take a look. Jill agreed to pay for me first cox i did not bring enough cash. and so... we make our way down to e MRT station.. on our way, we're thinking of wat we should have for dinner.. Jill wanted to eat sushi.. Fortunately, we saw e Sakae sushi at e citylink there.. so went in for e student buffet.. ate n chatted.. den i did sth stupid again.. i purposely ordered e natto, it's a kind of fermented beans. i juz wanted to try, cox my ex japanese boss told me tt it's delicious and good for gal's complexion. BUT!! it doesn't realli taste tt good.. cox it has tt kinda smell u noe.. haiz.. Jill juz kept laughing at me lo.. i cant even swallow one piece.. guess wat i did? i extracted e beans, and eat e rice like swallowing pills.. haha.. my stomach all filled with green tea!

anyway, later i managed to get e top i wanted at PS. den we wanted to do pedicure. so on our way to wisma, we found a affordable shop near PS. BUT! e quality is really not good.. i did both. e pedicure is alright, but i dun think e lady respect my feet! she do as if my nails or feet are fake one! a bit painful u noe! den e manicure was worst.. my left thumb is not perfectly done cox she smerged e colour and nv redo! i also too fed-up to ask her to do it lar.. and then my my nails looked so dirty on e other side.. aiyo! dunno how she do it lar.. see!

after tt we walked ard and i noticed Jill got weaker and looked as if she's gonna faint anytime, so i stopped her from shopping so long for her things, and i make it fast to buy my stuff and we walked to e bus stop and took a bus home.

Thankx gal! take good care ya! love ya!

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, juz realised tt i'm alreadi 19!! suppose to be more mature ain't i? am i? no idea.. but i'll prefer to stay this way.. till i noe wat's e best for myself.. :) i think u'll agree with mi too rite.. sometimes i'm juz not mature enough to make e right decisions.. thank you for giving me ideas and comments.. i really appreciate it. take a break. i'm better now. i'll miss you. I LOVE YOU. ]

i died.
10:33 PM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Yoz Yoz Yoz...

3rd day of sch is... still boring.. but i still tried to stay attentive.. except for one lecturer, that realli pissed mi off.. threaten us often.. n indirectly pushing e blame to us. haiz... one lecturer brings mi depression.. this one is making me frustrated.. haiz.. luckily, there're more good n funny lecturers then e irritating ones..one more thing.. dunno wats in my head last nite.. i knew tt there's lesson at 9am e next morning, but i still put my alarm as 8.25.. so strange.. till this morning den i realise e mistake.. lucky for Andy's sms.. otherwise i'll be way too late for my lecture.. hehe :) & muz thank mishal for waiting for mi at e bus stop.. hehe..so today, 3 Angels decided to put on spectacles.. hehe.. so take a look at e 3 beautiful Angels!!

~We are so strong! Nothing can bring us down!~

More pics taken today!

~MaRiAn & Me [after so mani diff poses.. hehe..]~

~ReEi & Me [hehe.. caught her by surprise?]

anyway, since e haze is a bit cleared now, i'm recovering from my cough alreadi!! yeah!! which means?!?!??! more KTV sessions!! yeah!! hehe.. :) anyway, i'm going out with Jill again tomolo :) yeah! beautiful day! i hope.. hehe.. tts all!

Next, recently i realised that i'm having a big appetite.. no idea y also leh. like if i dun eat, i'll feel giddy.. maybe it's cox of insufficient sleep.. maybe cox i do not eat regulary cox of e early lessons and all.. strange.. i juz like to fill my stomach every now n then.. think it'll take a few days more to go away.. i hope haha.. :)

oh one more thing! i then noticed tt i realli cant eat prawns, becox.. not onli allergy.. it's like making me feel like vomiting.. it's tt bad.. realli. and i've learnt my lesson.. so it onli comes down to : " onli to peel prawns, not to eat them" :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, something's got into me today. I'm so happy. I wonder why too. maybe i'm just trying to go away from e troubles n pains. i noe u'll always be here for me. i wanna be balanced u noe. stay as a Libra. i dun wanna get involved in conflicts anymore. i dun wanna be accused, upset cox of small things. i wanna stay strong n finish up this semester. :) I know that you'll always be there with me. Thank you again. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
10:14 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Well, what can i say.. Today's lesson was 80% good!! where the other 20% go? my friends would know that it ALL goes to ONE lecturer, that brings DEPRESSION to me!!! Oh Man!! I almost fainted in her class!

-u can never fall asleep cox her voice would wake a dead man from his coffin-

-u can never stop thinking y she did not join mediacorp (michelle's idea)-

-u can never imagine e pain i'm going through!!!-

She's not bad, but juz i cant stand her.. a little of biasness here hor.. haha.. anyway, i think she's a nice lady though :)

Anyway, this did not stop Mishal, Agatha and Me from having a good time during lessons. We laughed, we joked, and we chatted. :) BUT!! We're also attentive at the same time ok! hehehe..

~E 3 AnGeLs UnItE~

~AgAtHa & Me PiNkY pInK~

From secondary school, i've believed that frenships can be challenged when they met with any relationships. I still believe it though. u noe gals are always sensitive and emotional, no matter how strong u are, u'll still get hurt. Either u live with it, forget it, or brood over it everyday. I prefer to leave things as it is, as it's not my business. This is because, it's their relationship not mine, i'm juz there to support my frens. That's all. But, as i've said, gals are sensitive and emotional, so! i felt for them. it's always like that. but when things happened, there's usually nuttin we can do. COX!!! We do not wanna hurt anyone except for ourselves. Some of ya reading might not understand wat i've been writing/u've been reading for e past few mins. If u understand, that means u're in e same situation as i am now. Haiz.. LIFE! What to do!! hehe.. :)

I WILL SURVIVE!! :p

Take good care my frenz. E haze is bad. :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, it's like history repeating itself today rite.. u noe wat i've been through last time. :) but of cox, i've gotten over it long long ago. but again, it was a bad memory that i do not even wanna think about it. Thank you for being there with me today. To stop e memories from appearing in my head. Thank you i realli appreciated it :) LOVE YOU]

i died.
9:46 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

Welcome to my new blog.. hehe.. so excited!! wat should i do? wat should i write? erm.. it's e first day of sch, and i'm having a good time. :) it's so nice to meet up with ya classmate once again. miss all of them so much :) we're still e same grp of pple, studying in a relaxing environment, playing and joking ard as usual. love them lots.

~Mishal & Me~ Agatha's sick lar.. nvm will take tomolo wif her :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon

[Dear Angel, i've regained my strength and courage to go on. nv knew going back to sch has e power to make me feel good again. :) U let me handle my feelings myself today. Thank you so much. How can i live without you? we're gonna be frens 4ever. I LOVE YOU.]

i died.
8:38 PM