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Friday, January 25, 2008

okie, so i've decided to update, be4 everybody stop looking at my blog. haha! erm.. as i looked through my pics and see wen to start, i have to go back as early as dec 2007!! argh!! so bear wif mi ok.i juz wanna document everything down. as in like journal of my life :) so here it goes!!!

All about Enfant.
This is the place which gave me great experiences and learning opportunities. thankx to reei who intro e job to me :) i realli enjoy the 3 mths over at Enfant, and i definitely miss kissing and hugging my children!! :) though i cant put their angelic pics up, u noe how beautiful they are :) So let mi juz summarise wat i did for the 3 mths. i did 4 projects with N2, K1 and K2 children, did A LOT of documentations, participated in the graduation concert, had seoulgardenand even ice skating session!!! hehe. i miss the routines, e smiles, e inquistive lil ones, e way they always call mi 'miss sharon' or 'teacher sharon', though everytime there's different pronunciation.. haha! i miss going out for a lil walk wif reei.. i miss snacking and having lunch with reei.. i miss working with all of them! but i noe it'll end one day cox we needa move on :) Okie, next, begin with the new year ok!

2nd Jan, 2008!!!
went to sentosa wif jill and reei. erm. it rained all morning. so jill n i haf to sit at the foodcourt. chatted.. lamed.. and veri lame.. haa. and she kept saying i caused e rain lar! haha. but at least it stopped wen reei came over. :) we had lots of fun! thankx gals :)

9thJan2008:
My Brave Day!! haha. i went for the blood donation drive at SIM with reei. i was excited at first, cox it's my first time. but i got scared wen reei cant donate cox of her weight. haha. den!! got damn scared. haha. but i still got through it wif a lil of extra service. cox my skin too sensitive, blood vessels and veins too thin and so, e usual bruising. haha! thankx reei for accompanying, consoling mi and be e photographer throughout. haha! AM BRAVE!! :)

12thJan,2008:
KBOX!! finally!!! my first visit in e new yr! yeah! haha. wif jill of cox. :) after tt gotta go for a skit. and here's my pretty model cum actress. hehe :) well done gal! keep e passion going :) this yr, there's gonna be lots of frenz turning 21!!! haha. so here's e first celebration on

19th Jan 2008:
LPL's b'day! so nice to catch up wif my pri sch frens. haha. her frens were kinda stunned wen they noe tt we're realli her pri schmates. haha! 14 yrs of frenship! :) i juz love them :) and i was like over-dressed for e party cox am going clubbing after tt ok.. had a great time, and of cox, many things happened.. haha.. jill n reei.. should understand this part lar hor. lol! after tt.. here comes e cry-non-stop day! haha.

20thJan,2008:
jill and reei told me tt they wanna go walk walk at vivo, and so i agreed to acc them. well.. jill was pestering me asking whether i've reached yet cox apparently, she's late. so wen i reached coffee bean, i onli saw reei. and she said tt she wanted to go withdraw $ and asked mi to proofread her assignment. and SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! it's a lovely ppt, with all the lovely messages from them. of cox, i looked ard to see where they are! am realli touched, realli. i den realized tt hey, i've got u all by my side. though i realli dun wanna trouble and bother ya all about my emo-ness, i realli understood that all of u are around me. juz like i will always be ard u all. anytime. 24/7. so i've got a lil msg for all of ya.

Firstly to my Angels:

Agatha - thankx for everything gal. u noe tt i love ya too. i realli treasure our frenship a lot. it means a lot of me. all tt we've been through pulled us closer each time. we nv let each other down. u're always there to encourage me. i do not needa say anything cox u noe e best. u noe how i feel and what am thinking abt. this is called understanding. i realli appreciated it. i hope i've done tt much for u too. cox i dun think it's enough. pls take gd care of yaself. am always here for u :)
Misha - thankx for everything. we always have this thing tt we do not needa tell each other, and we'll juz smile and noe tt everything is gonna be ok. we're e silent pair, but i realli appreciate ya time to be there for me. i miss ya laughing at me, cox i dun mind to act any stupid-ier to hear ya laughter :) i miss those days wen we'll meet at the bus stop and rush to class. i will not forget myself hurrying u cox u're always walking so slowly!! catch up!! haha. pls noe tt am here for u too. :)
For my gals:
SuSu: hey gal. thankx for being there always. i noe we somehow share the same experiences. u noe tt am always here to listen to ya. juz listen. i realli enjoy e day we spent at bishan together. and u need noe tt i realli like to hear ya laughter! so pls smile and keep laughing!! there's so much of similarities between us tt i noe. more particulary, on e same boat, love eeyore and veri lame. haha. and not forgetting u trying to gimme wake up call. haha! a gd attempt though. hee. am juz a call away for ya ok. :)
Reei: thankx for everything! thankx for being there and helping me through the darkest period. i think tt am too bothered abt it, but there's still u to listen to me. thank you so much. i realli missed the days in cambodia and enfant wif ya. we've got e courage and lame ideas to keep us working! lets continue through the tough sch days ok! i'll nv leave ya alone gal. dun think too much le, the right one will come one day. till then, love yaself more :) we've still got so much to accomplish! am always here if u need me gal :)
Jillian: thankx for doing so much to make me happy gal. u noe tt i realli appreciate everything. thankx a million! our frenship is so unique! i realli dunno how to describe it, but i noe tt we're dependent on one another. from singing, to facial, to yoga! wats next?!?! haha. thankx for 'waking' me up, prevent me from falling deeper, lending me a hand wen i realli needed tt. u noe, i realli dun mind to stay e usual blurr and pinky me to see ya laughing and smiling. change is unnecessary :) we've got all e lame and funny ideas, which nobody understands what we're laughing at. it's kinda like, u noe, i noe. hehe. i realli love this fren and will continue loving till.. as long as i can lar hor. haha. :) Love ya!
Zhi Hui aka Owner: dear gal, thankx for everything. u noe how much i like to talk to ya and listen to ya. i can sit and walk ard the whole day with ya, and we can do nuttin but chat or juz enjoy each other's company. i dunno when this frenship became so special, but i noe tt am realli fortunate to have such a close fren like u. dun say tt u din do much ook.. u did a lot. realli. u noe, i will do my best for ya. anything. juz to see ya happy. and as long as u're happy gal :) am always right here for ya :)
And to this guy, Nanda: heys. thankx a million, billion, zillion. dun get irritated abt it, cox it's realli nt enough! thankx for listening and juz being there. u noe, there's so much tt i wanna say to ya, but i cant say it. but i noe u understand. thankx for ya effort in making me happy. u noe, i've been thinking wat can i do for u, but i realli dunno. maybe i'll get it someday, but it's juz not special enough. i noe u wun wan anything from me, but i'll still do it. haha. thankx for tolerating my emo-ness and comments abt ya injuries. i realli care ok.. but i think it's better to say sth funny abt it den feel sad and nuttin helps rite. but pls take gd care while i can do anything to see ya smile :) am also on 24/7 shift! but u're not ok cox u're protecting the country first! haha. am always here for ya :)
Yups.. so tts abt it.. am really grateful for the gifts i got in my life. my precious angels, gals and this guy. thank you so much, pls noe tt i love ya all more than anything in the world. and i express my love in diff ways ok. i cant say tt i've totally gotten over it, but u noe i'll try my best. realli. i wanna be e old Sharon again. am realli trying hard. but there are times wen i cant control my emos and tears. cox memories bring mi down easily. watever it is, i muz repeat myself again. I LOVE ALL OF YA!

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, thankx for sending me lots of loves. i've recieved it. i can feel u, but u're so near yet so far. is sth wrong? wat have i done wrong? did i hurt u? u noe tt i'll do everything i can to protect u, like how u always protected me. am reaching out my hands, pls hold on to it and lets walk through obstacles ahead. i need you. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
11:29 PM

Friday, January 04, 2008

From AUNTIE SUSU:

''went out wif sharon and her magic hands. she’s crazily having fun wif e arcade games which are very suitable for young children. but i joined her, cox i think am suitable too. wif her magic hands, her intelligence, my lucky coin, my assurance, we combined forces to get it!”
I swear I didn’t write this. Hahaha. Funny thing is, I realized that all my eeyores are from people whose name starts with the letter “S”. Coincidence? But anyways, thank you AUNTIE SHARON! =)

haha. i typed e first part to her in msn. haha! today was my very first official happy day in 2008!!! cox i get to play arcade games!! my fav ones of cox. hehe. i muz say tt susu's company was a bonus to this day as well :) thankx for tolerating my childishness and over-excitedness over those games. haha. but am realli having fun! hope ya have fun too! and i caught eeyore for susu!! yeah!! one tt am realli proud of myself!! wen i see e soft toy drop into e basket am like super happy! haven felt like tt for such a long time. this made me realised tt happiness comes from lil things tt u'll miss out always. stop looking for e biggest happiness and start collating from e smaller ones. u'll be surprised tt u'll feel e same way too :)


Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon

[Dear Angel, its realli over. nuttin's gonna bring it back. but it's ok. cox there's sure to have seperation wen ppl meets. one thing tt i've learnt is not to hurt those i love, and love me too. i wanna give them watever tt i have to make them happy. i will. juz like u Angel. for u, i'll find happiness in e slightess thing possible. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
12:22 AM