An overall fine day today.
[anyway, i juz spot a baby lizard making it's way into the little corner behind the television set]
wats your deepest memories?
memories tt will touch ya heart or hurt yaself wenever u think abt it?
i thought of my Cambodian babies & angels again
this time, i miss them badly
we went for e YEP briefing this evening, 5 - 6pm
they talked abt e Vietnam and Yunnan trip
e slides presentation abt Vietnam reminds mi of Cambodia
e horning u'll hear everyday on e roads, e markets u'll nv miss to visit, and of cox, e lovely children over there
i'm glad tt e situation of tt particular center is a lot more better then CPCDO
and of cox, all these things made mi miss them even more
wat can i do for them?
wat can i provide them?
wat can i help to make them see a better future ahead?
wat can i do to show tt i love them a lot?
they made me see a different kind of love
a simple and truthful love
tt comes straight from e heart
i planned to adopt one of them
but plans do change rite?
cox i needa go through a lot of things before reaching my goal
by e time i reach my goal, do he still need me?
i dunno
wat i can say is tt YEP trips have brought me to understand a lot of things
i can say tt i've changed a lot
not sure if it's for e gd or bad
juz tt i noe clearly wat i want to do now
to be able to help them
my Angels
~I LOVE YOU ALL~
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, i enjoyed times being with Misha and Agatha. u noe sch's gonna come to an end in less than 3 mths? i cant imagine tt. cox i'll sure miss them. all of them. i wanna treasure every min n sec with them, try my best to see their smiles again n again. i can still remember e good times we had together. bad times are fading away and i dun wanna remember it either, cox we needa forgive & forget. i will realli miss them Angel. *tears* But, you n i will nv leave one another rite? I LOVE YOU]
i died.
10:07 PM
