hello darlings.. today is my first day attending the first aid course. i realli thought i was interesting and was engaged in e activities.. but after a while.. i felt stressed cox e assessment is done individually and i dun haf e confidence to pass.. haiz.. my heart is sinking.. seriously.. today nanda, marian n me were realli tired.. cox we din sleep early n well last nite.. well i hope we can all sleep early tonite so tt we can be more awake tml! one more thing, i must say tt they haf realli gd instructors there.. humourous and realli serious in teaching.. i mean we're all learning to help safe lifes.. so it's serious and important.. well, i brought e book home to revise e things taught today.. hope i can pass.. realli.. i pray hard!! after e lesson at 530, marian n me met up wif le le for e last time. she's going off this wed and we cant send her off cox we've gotta attend e last lesson of e course. so this will be our last dinner wif her in sg. :( i'll miss her.. we treat her for a neoprint shot and i loved it :) i almost dropped tears wen sending her off at e bus stop. she's realli a nice n gd fren. i'll miss her.. ok.. think gotta take some rest.. watch some taiwanese drama.. revise e lessons. den go sleep le.. wish mi gd luck!!! :)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, did u leave me this afternoon? i felt so insecure and stressed. my confidence faded away too.. i noe i cant depend on u always.. but i realli need ur support so badly. heart is weak. i think i needa sort my thoughts for a moment. pls allow me to be selfish and beg u to stay wif me e whole day for tml. i need you. I LOVE YOU]