Before Am Gone.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

din noe it's actualli a true story. well, maybe i did noe, but i forgot.. hehe.. as usual.. anyways, gonna get tt book 'the freedom writers diary', using my first pay. hehe.. if i remember.. haha.. or i'll juz let my bro noe tt i wan tt book, so wen he's getting books for himself, hope he'll not forget about me! hehe.. he always visit bookstores.. dunno y he likes reading so so much.. anyways, it's a veri inspiring, cool and touching movie. and it realli makes me think.. 'protect e truth? or ya own pple?' i'm thinking.. protecting ya own pple means hurting others.. so y not protect e truth instead? haiz.. things happened expectedly.. got this word or not ar.. haha.. nvm.. i understand can alr.. hehe.. :p maybe not mani wanna become a teacher. wen u aim to become a teacher, wat do u expect? high pay? gd benefits? get high blood pressure earlier? wanna drop more hair?.. or do u wanna change lifes of ya students? make them love coming to sch? love to attend ya lessons? have the motivation to learn? everybody's telling me tt it's not e same wen u're out on e field. it's not easy to teach special needs. hey.. to those pple out there.. i wanna make a difference in their lifes. i wanna let them noe tt they're not alone in this world. they're not different. they're all unique individuals.. i realli love spending time wif them. alritez.. will stop here.. needa rest alr.. nitez!

ps: went to eat sakae sushi with marian, zhi hui, me

wen xiong n qi xiang

& e cute dessert :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, i'm juz not me. everyting's sinking. onli i noe. i cant express wat i'm going through. i'm not expressive. where r u. i cant feel u now. it's such a complicated world out there. so much of hurt n pain. where's e love n joy? i cant feel it too. but i'm trying. my very best. who noes. who understands. onli u. i hope i'm not giving u too much of a trouble. i hope i'm not ya burden. i juz need u. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
11:44 PM