*exhausted*.. thought i can end work at 6pm sharp.. but! i was wrong.. again.. haiz.. went to work @ 1030am cox needa go to sch to hand in e medical examination form. den.. supposed to haf lunch @ 1.15pm.. den.. so much work to do.. and not enough staff.. so i din leave. stayed till 2.25pm.. den go eat.. not realli hungry lar.. but i juz need a break.. cox it's reali tiring.. my brain is gonna explode any time.. cox there's so mani instructions for me.. haven even finished one yet, here comes another.. my memory is alreadi so limited! how to remember to much tings?!!??! and i think i made a few mistakes today. but it's ok. muz learn frm mistakes wat.. oh yar! den noe wat time i left? 810pm!! oh manz.. e full timer actualli told mi to work till 7pm.. by 7pm i alreadi lost my smile.. juz keep doing e tings.. keep on working.. non-stop.. trying to finish more things by 8pm. cox they closes at 8pm. so tt tml i can haf lesser things to complete in e morning. but! i still haf things to do next morning.. so yar. working 9am tml. gotta sleep early. i miss sleep. so much. hope to find my smile tml. goodbye tiredness.. i dun like u.. :(

no more strength to think abt other things now. maybe i've done e wrong thing. yes. i admit. but this is wat i think i should react at tt point of time. needa do some reflection. but not now. brain is on e verge of melting. breaking down. this is physical n mental torture. been working for so long. nv felt so tired be4. maybe cox i stopped for so long too. and i'm now planning for my studies. needa plan time table for my work too. the writing clinic will start on 14May. weekly, 6-9pm. i still can work! yeah! :) okie.. think tts all i wanna type.. haf an early nite everyone! it's a brand new day tml! jia you jia you! I can do it! We can do it! :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon