yesterday was e first lesson of e writing clinic for e degree program. be4 it starts at 6pm, reei n i went to ck's house to attend to the wake. it was sad. but i can see tt his family is trying veri hard to stay together. yes, no one can imagine the pain tt their experiencing. i realli dunno wat to say to him. maybe staying wif him is more than enough. mr chua n mr ng came over too later. we sat ard for a while den mr ng sent us back to sch be4 he head home to rest.
had dinner with mr chua, and also had some time to try on e grad attire! yeah! hehe.. and erm.. oh yar den it was almost time to go for e lesson. i was so excited! bought new stationaries and all ready for lesson. but wen reei n mi rushed to e class, e teacher was not here yet. onli saw cynthia waiting outside e classroom. long time no see! wen i see familiar faces entering the classroom, i missed my classmates. seriously. miss having lessons with them and having lunch with them too. miss ya gals so much!
e teacher was good. fun n serious n relaxed. haha. i mean i realli learnt a lot from yesterday's lesson. i realli hope tt it's gonna help a lot in my writing as bro's going into e army in june alr! cant depend on him all e time. gonna miss him too :) yupz.. so after e lesson marian was hungry again.. den we decided to walk down to e hawker centre behind np to have supper. well she had hers. i was pretty full. yupz.. so tts abt it. :)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, do i always mess things up. i thought abt it last nite. wen i thought tt it's e best for everyone, i did not think wat they'll think instead. i'm not realli sure whether they need mi in this pt of time. so i decided to leave. but now, i feel like an idiot leaving them alone wen they needed mi most. but i dun feel needed. seriously. i'm going to be free soon. i'll take some time to prepare myself. i realli wanna study well. not to score well as i dun aim for high, i aim for pass. Angel, i juz need to be on e way to sth, somewhere. lead mi Angel. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
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