a tiring day. supposed to be resting and doing my work. but, early in e morning went to the bank wif grandpa. after settling it, i went home and started revising.. nap a lil then continue to revise.. at 5pm, i went out to meet nicole at PS.
she wanted to go shopping so i acc her.. and bought e dress tt i wanted.. haha.. :) ate pasta mania! hehe.. den cox she knew tt i've got lots of assignment to complete, i left ard 8pm.
tiring day. i then realised tt i might be feeling tired cox i'm sick. yupz.. but not too bad.. recovering without medication. haha.. actualli is lazy and forget to take medication :) anywayz.. had a tough day cox of e long hr lectures and sleepy eyes.. hehe.. but lectures was not too bad juz tt e lecturer speaks a lil slow.. haha.. erm.. at nite was ok.. i was veri awake after a nap, therefore i can do my assignment properly. :)
Bro's first book out from camp! yeah! haha.. sch was ok.. i'm recovering, therefore not as tired as before.. slept less than 5hrs last nite.. cox rushing assignment. but was energetic though hehe. :) juz came back from dinner wif bro. so interesting to listening to e stories in camp. some things are so funny. haha.. anyway, i juz joined True Yoga. haha.. have been asking my cousin to teach me yoga.. but she's always not free.. now a chance to learn and quite cheap also. so i dun mind. and Jill's coming with mi too! yeah! tml first lesson, but we're taking kickboxing first i think. haha.. interesting.. 1 yr membership.. juz hope tt i can maintain e passion for yoga. :p
Yoz pple.. i've started sch alr.. erm.. let me juz write a lil on e things i did be4 sch started.. and den let mi tell ya abt sch. haha..
23rd June, 2007:
Was asked to go back to work as dental admin. for a few hours cox my colleague needa go for her examination. so work was fine, nuttin much to be done. :) after tt met up wif Jill.. well i'm supposed to go home, cox i'm not feeling well. but, as usual, i dun feel like going home and do nuttin on a sat afternoon. so waited for her at PS.. went to try on few dresses on sale. haha. this one is nice but still in consideration. haha. 
anyways, after tt they (Jill and her fren, Kenny) accompanied mi for lunch.. den we went for ktv at toa payoh kbox.. her other fren yilong came over later. haha. 
i felt like it was their sec sch gathering. i'm an intruder! haha.. but at e same time, i almost forgot tt i'm older than them. hehe. den after tt dey wanna go for a drink.. but i wanna go home rest alr.. cox next day going to East Coast Park for cycling! hehe.
24th June, 2007:
marks e end of my slacking days.. met up wif marcus n reei at paya lebar at 1030am.. to go to ECP.. erm we were unsure of e bus to go over, but in e end did not get lost lar.. haha.. we ate breakfast at e market den walk over.. started cycling first as shin is not here yet.. well i haf to admit tt i'm a slow cyclist. hehe. not to blame anyone, but myself for e phobia. e stupid accident wen i was in pri 5 i think. ok dun wanna mention abt tt. tts wen i noe tt speeding is not neccessary to enjoy a sports. anyway i had fun in my slow cycling. but needa improve lar. haha. reei n marcus went for their speedy journey while shin skates wif me. haha. i mean i'm cycling n he's blading. 2 hrs seemed long but it's quite short cox we did not cover e whole ECP actualli. it's ok. there's always another time. :) den after tt siew chin joined us. we rested a while in Mc. den took a cab down to marina square for lunch n movie 'Surfs Up'.
well e movie was good, but e first part i'm coughing like crazy! cant stop coughing u noe! so irritating! felt like i'm interrupting others, but i'm sitting in e middle! haiz.. so i decided to go to e toilet after a while. e scary thing is, wen i enter e ulu ladies, a guy came knocking vigorously at e door and was saying sth. well i was in e cubical by then. was afraid to go out till 2 gals came in shortly. well might be e toilet attendent or whoever lar.. it's alrite anyways i enjoyed e movie. :) after tt we head down to marina for steamboat. although we're not hungry, we still ate. haha. marian n wenxiong came too. den after tt.. marcus, reei n i walked to e mrt station.. quite a long walk.. and nearly walk e wrong direction becox of marcus's fantastic memory. haha. ok lar it was also dark by then :) anyway, took train home.. and had a gd rest be4.
25th June, 2007:
First day of sch!!! haha.. was excited n nervous at e same time. e first lecture is rather boring as we took 2 hours for orientation. haiz.. susan, our lecturer from wheelock is a nice lady. but i feel tt she can multitask well. haha. cox wen she's talking, i feel tt she's thinking at e same time. anyway we had interesting activities for e day. lunch was wif zhi hui n herer. so long nv see herer. but they'd to go early as they've got lessons. bought books again. ex!!! after sch reei n i sat ard and did some revision. den we went home :)
26th June, 2007:
started to feel e stress. stress in schwork. ok let me explain our timetable first. on mons n thurs, we haf e same lectures. tues n fri are e same lectures too. in total, we haf 4 modules. so 2 each a day. wed is offday! hehe. and one lecturer is taking us for 2 modules as they are related to one another. e thing is! we haf homework and readings to be done and prepared by e next session. so i get e wed off day thingy. it's not actualli a offday, but a homework doing day! :( but it's alrite at least there is time for us to complete e assignments. today's lecture is interesting. Felicity is another lecturer from wheelock. she's a nice lady too. veri flexible and frenly. hope to gain more knowledge of special education from her. :) work is piling and i realli hope tt i can cope wif it. I CAN DO IT!
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, i've been good. trying to use my brain. but it seems to be slow in functioning. i guess it's juz warming up. i noe tt i can do a good job this time round. but i dun wana set goals yet. becox i'm afraid of disappointments after my expectations of myself. get to meet a fren today. chatted a lil. guess this fren can read my mind or tell mi sth tt i din noe abt myself. sometimes, i hide. i build barriers and i dun even realised it. but it's becoming a habit. a normal reaction for me. wat do u think Angel? i always think tt i dun deserve it and it's not for me anyway. i've got you anyway :) looking forward to fri! gonna haf dinner wif bro :) miss him so much! hehe. pls look after him Angel. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
10:34 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
today was a long long day.. full of waiting.. haha. met reei in sch at 230pm. earlier den we expected manz! haha.. got improvement alr.. hehe :) den we went over to BME centre cox she needa do a lil video editing.. den who noes.. haiz.. e computer ar.. photo files are missing, therefore needa upload from cd.. and it took a lot of time.. den wen it's done, she found out tt e pics in e videos are all slanted.. as in not in e right position.. sad case.. den she haf to re-do some.. nanda came over shortly.. susu too.. in e meantime, luckily there's marian's DSlite! hehe.. but i waited for quite long to play a game too! haha.. cox some games haf LONG storyline.. haha.. den
after tt reei, susu n i went to can2 to wait for zhi hui to end, and meet us for dinner.. while waiting.. i was rewriting all my notes for e writing clinic, susu read her book, reei ar.. haha.. at first she's.. forgot wat she's doing.. den later she copied notes too :) waited from 5pm.. den zhi hui came ard 5++.. den mr chua n siew chin came to join us. hehe.. chatted a while.. den 7pm mr chua n siew chin left.. we're waiting for nanda n shin.. reei was super hungry alr.. haha.. kept nagging.. hehe.. me to was super hungry!! cbut din say.. haha.. den shin came down, but nanda is still doing e video. so we din wait, we juz walked over first.. and so.. dinner at alameen. was good. hehe..i had milo dinosaur, and cheese prata, and shared a mutton briyani wif reei. like a lot hor. haha. ok lar. hehe :) den after tt we went to play pool. but zhi hui has to go home, so we waited wif her at e bus stop. den we went to play pool. let me briefly describe---
1st Round
[Susu V.S Sharon]
erm.. susu hit most of her colours. and i did not. haha. but i won cox, susu hit e black one be4 finishing her colours. haha! lucky me.. hehe..
2nd Round
Pairs[Nanda & Reei V.S Shin & Sharon]
haha.. of cox nanda n reei won! haha.. we joked a lot lar.. and shin commented tt my angle is always wrong. haha. to me it's correct leh! haha.. anyways, it's wrong. hehe..
3rd Round
Pairs[Nanda & Reei V.S Shin & Susu]
funny round. haha. everything went alrite.. for e first i think 15 mins of e game.. den.. suddenly, shin hit e black one in. haha! game over!!! haha.. shin ar.. hehe.. :)
4th Round
Pairs[Susu & Sharon V.S Shin & Reei]
well, shin's grp won. haha. sorry susu! den i realised tt i can onli play half table! haha.. too far e distance.. hehe.. but reei first time play can play ful table alr! haha.. i joked abt e dotted lines too. (tt appears in online pool games) haha.. and e instructions given.. like if u say hit e pink one, i'll juz hit, and it'll nv go in. muz say hit e pink one into e hole. haha! actualli no use too. cox they realised tt no matter which one they ask mi to hit, i'll nv hit on it anyway. haha! had a great time wif them tonite :) thankx guys! :) Love ya lots!
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, dry cough sux.. i dun like it. so irritating.. and i ate e wrong food today.. haha.. but i missed prata. :) but i promise i'll take gd care from now on. i'll do my best! Angel, y is it so difficult to keep people together? i noe tt i've not been working hard. so i am now. trying veri hard. wanna study well, maintain my family well, treat myself better. erm e last point is onli for consideration. cox family n frens first. :) i'm gd anyway :) bro's coming back next fri and i cant wait to ask him so mani mani things. hope he's doing well. Please look after him Angel. I LOVE YOU]
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12:12 AM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
'Tell Me, and I'll Forget,
Show Me, and I'll Remember,
Involve Me, and I'll Understand'
'Choose e job you love, and you'll not be working one day in your life!'
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, it'd been a great day, inspiring day. actualli i've thought of writing chn's books too. maybe through peom or simple literature. :) but it's all dreams.. haha. to be achieved i hope. :) with you ard, nuttin is impossible rite? I LOVE YOU]
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11:11 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
yeah! it's e end of e nite sch! haha.. last day of writing clinic today. wen.. i muz say tt e lecturer loosen up after e 2nd lesson. haha.. he's more humourous. den my dear classmates dun support my in e idea of taking pic wif e lecturer.. aiyoh! juz a memory of our degree ma! haiz.. but it's okie.. :)
and erm sms bro this afternoon. alrite at last he's complain.. saying it's 'siong' and damn tiring.. well e rest i'll juz keep it to myself.. juz tt i teared a lil after reading his smses.. i can understand those kinna feeling wen u cannot tahan alr, but still muz hang on. not for ur life, for discipline. last time wen training for chi dance, we danced non-stop for hours. sometimes wen i realli cant take it, i cant stop. cox there's a need for teamwork. i'm e chairman n haf to lead on. kinna sad but i realli missed e times. and it's sth tt he muz do. can and will do :) haf faith in bro :) alritez.. tml is e BIG day for us.. haha.. e orientation n launch of e degree: Bachelor of Science in Early Childhood Education Studies & Leadership. well and 25thJune is e start of e 2yrs programme. bless me :) I can do it! :)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, be proud of me tml. now i'm keeping secrets. lets see how long this can last.. maybe b4 i breakdown like a train, or i juz cant take it anymore and erm.. still keep it to myself. haha. oh man! sounds sad. but luckily, i've got you. :) and sippo. so sad. haven bathed sippo yet! aiyoh.. lazy me.. will be so busy Angel. Whole day out tml, dinner with herer on fri, half-day work on sat. can i go out on sunday? pls.. Angel, I LOVE YOU]
i died.
10:34 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
wen babies are born, every parent wan their children to enjoy e best part of their innocent life. let them feel e happiness, e most wonderful thing tt could happen.
slowly, they are told abt this complicated world.
they haf to accept and learn to live wif it, in their simple mind. they realise e selfishness n greediness of pple in e world. either they wanna live like them, or do not live like them. follow e world, or change e world. seriously, family influence children e most. i think. y muz family members go against one another and fight for justice that's not needed at all. lack of communication, and plenty of complains. y cant they juz voice out. so tt everyone knows their mistakes and try to change for e better. y muz they allow another party to get involved in their family matters? y muz they make everything worse? i juz dun understand.. therefore, isnt it good if there's onli family gather less than 10 times a year? or should i say less den 5? so depressed wif wat is going on. i'm e onli child left in e family, and sometimes, i dun wanna noe abt anything at all. not at all. i would rather stay as e 'i duno' child. cox den, i dun needa lie. who else can i trust better den my family members? i mean i do trust my frens, always. but wat abt my family members? this is so wrong. bro would be so sad if he noe abt this. and i've got no one to share. cousins too young. bro's in camp. and it's a family thing. couldn't tell my frens too. guess i've juz gotta pretend tt nuttin happened at all. anyway, mummy hurt her left arm. went for x-ray this afternoon. seems serious, cox she said it'll take some time to recover. did not ask much yet. will try tonite. after bro called. cant wait for his call everyday. but we cant talk for long too. well there's so much to tell him wen he's back. i cant wait for e day! yeah! bro's PSP games are sooooooo boring.. guys games.. haiz.. haha he's a guy wat! hehe.. so yar.. :)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, how long this will last? starting sch next mon, so i guess i needa get ready first. priority to studies. i hope. pray for mummy for speedy recovery of her left hand. pray for bro in camp. pray for family harmony. as a matter of fact, i dun realli like to celebrate fathers' day. i cant celebrate either. not a real one. wat would my family be in e future? i cant imagine. well maybe it's even harder to lead a simple life. but u'll be beside me rite? as long as u can Angel. pls. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
7:50 PM
went for fantastic 4 today..
e onli annoying thing tt happened today is tt a auntie cut my queue! haiz.. i'm so bothered cox i'm so amazed by her reaction! it's as if i'm not in front of her, and i'm not in e queue manz! wen it's my turn, she juz walked up to e counter as if i'm not there. and i said excuse me, and she juz pretended tt she din noe english!! WTH!.. haiz.. but it's alrite lar i din go and disturb her also.. wat for right. well it's not like e pple behind me din see wats going on, so obviously it's not my fault. and to tt auntie: it's not a marketplace tt u r at, so pls haf some basic public manners. so abt e movie, i think it's great :) i mean i like to watch superheros. haha.. fiction.. and it allows u to enter ya fantasy n imgination. everything seems to come true. :) well, bro is so guai. haha. smsed him in e evening tt i'll be going out and wun be able to speak to him wen he call at nite, so asked him to sms mi abt wats he's doing n stuff. he replied! hehe yeah! haha. although it's short, but i'm so relieved n happy to receive his sms :) and erm.. i almost forgot tt i'm starting sch next mon! OMG! its e end of my slacking days.. :( but i needa buck up! u can do it Sharon! yeah! hehe.. still waiting for bro's return :)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, there's a lot of things tt i wish i've got more courage to do n say. but i realli did think too much. but, tts me rite. i juz lack e courage. juz haf e urge n passion. and.. sometimes i realli wish tt someone will do it first. so tt i would noe how to handle. but it's like nuttin at all. haiz.. complicated brain i haf.. but i'm still e same. so are u, Angel. I LOVE YOU]
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12:29 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
okie.. wasnt ready to blog yesterday.. alrite let mi update things tt happened for e past 2 days.. 15th June, 2007: met up wif Reei, Siew Chin n Marcus in e evening ard 4+pm. we watched e movie 'Hula Girls'. Based on a true story. Nice nice! actualli, e movie was to past time. haha.. cox we prepared a surprise for Reei. hehe. and i cannot tell her tt some more pple are coming for e dinner later at nite. so yar, decided to catch a movie in order to meet up wif her earlier. And erm muz apologize to Marcus. cox i forgot to let him noe wat time are we watching. cox he's still at home wen he called him. SORRY! anyway feel so bad cox he took a cab down. opps. but luckily e movie is nice! touching too! there's a few teary moments.. haha.. den later on, movie ended ard 645? dun remember alr.. haha.. den.. we walked to heeren. and into NYDC. so we waited for e rest. and erm.. haha.. plan din worked well.. cox reei overheard me talking to e waitor. haiz. again.. last time wen i planned for my fren also e same thing happen manz.. haiz.. i'm such a lousy organiser.. so wen e rest came, dun think she's surprised. :(
but i guess we had lots of fun guessing riddles and listening to lame jokes. haha. wonderful! susu n i had to go out for a while to write on her b'day card. hehe.. cox we're seating beside her ma :) den after tt.. it's ard 10++pm le.. so we decided to walk. haha. as usual, i suggested to walk to prata shop to eat prata. haha! but idea rejected as usual. haha! it's juz a suggestion anyway. hehe :P so we walked to esplanade. not veri far, and not veri near though.
wen we reached, it's ard 12.30am alr. so i wanted to go home le. cox it's e last nite wif bro, and i cant go home too late cox of another person at home. eh.. but they persuaded me to stay for a while longer. so i did.. ard 1+am, i shared cab wif freda, and we went home le :) felt so bad cox i kept wanting to go home, and mentioned abt e other one at home. but i realli do need suggestions to how to handle. anyway, stayed up wif bro till 4am.. was playing MSN games.. den he slept.. but i cant sleep.. aunt was sleeping on my bed! haha.. it's ok lar cox she's waking up an hr later. so i decided to wait.. den wen she woke up, she scolded me leh.. haiz.. let her sleep on bed still scold mi for sleeping so late.. :( but it's ok.. at least she rested well :)
mummy woke mi up at 8am. den reminded me to wake bro up. this time, i had no prob n worries waking him up. cox he knew tt he had to get ready soon. u noe! it's real hard to wake bro!!! he sleep like a stone! huge stone! den we left home ard 845am.. took cab to pasir ris mrt.. met up wif my cousins.. den we head to e interchange to take e bus to e ferry terminal. well i can feel tt bro is feeling a lil confused.. he's wondering.. pondering... but he'll experience his ans all in BMT. :) well we get to tour ard e camp. haha.. a part of it onli.. and surprisingly, i saw my fren! Darryl! haha.. said hi thanks to my cousin for calling out his name.. haha.. den after tt we get to see which section kor kor belongs too.. and were also invited into e auditorium and lunch. after tt it's seperation time! i think i had seperation anxiety! haha.. no lar.. was juz wondering if he'll adapt well.. doing well inside. :)
and of cox i went back to sleep alr.. so tired.. and was waiting for e 1st call from bro. :) hehe! and yes! he called! hehe.. truthfully, he doesnt sound gd.. tired i guess.. and erm.. i cried after receiving his call. haha! miss him too much lar! hehe.. and was worried too. but i've got faith in him! he'll do well! yeah :) and juz now he called too! he sounded much better. hehe.. he said he had lots of lectures today.. haha.. like go there study.. well glad tt he made frens and is adapting :) okie so tts abt it! i'm alr counting down to e day bro returns home. hehe.. :)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, I pray for his safety, I pray for his well being, I pray for his gd health. Miss his presence at home. So much. But guess I'm getting used to it. so much tt i cant do. think i've gotta be independent now. well, at least, slowing. :) keep myself occupied :) no matter is going out or staying at home. :) Angel, I miss bro. Thankx for staying wif me Angel. I LOVE YOU]
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9:04 PM
we walked all e way to taka and ate at ajisen.. den i met my bro halfway cox he said he wanna eat sth. i bought e pancake for him. quick bite. he's waiting for his fren to finish his shopping. hehe.. anyways den later Jill n me took train to tampiness for our last session of facial. haha.. ok lar not too bad.. den later Jill's fren, HuiYing wana meet her to go to vivo. so we met up wif her at tampiness and go to vivo lor.. shop a while. 
den 3 of us super hungry.. cox by e time we reached vivo, it's 7++ alr.. den.. we had pasta at the white dog cafe.. cox nice :) mine's creamy salmon. fishy.... 
hehe.. yummy!!! den went ard to walk a lil.. cox Jill still dun wanna go home.. she ah.. haiz.. den we went into toys-r-us.. den had fun wif e mini toys.. hehe.. pinky in e house! 
hehe.. ok now it's back to work time! i can do it! thankx gals for today. love ya lots :) 
cox i dun think we'll ever wear this t-shirt again.. haiz.. reminds me of S&W manz.. and so after collecting our new ezlink cards, and buying 2 of our books, reei n i went to eat at e hawker centre. we walked there. sorry reei! cox she's wearing heels and it hurts her feet. haf to paste plaster. :( but we had a great meal! katong laksa! :) den after tt went home alr.. meet mummy in e interchange to acc her eat dinner.. den i rented fantastic4(part1) and final fantasy(dunno which part) haha. fell asleep while watching F4 juz now.. haha.. too tired alr.. juz woke up not long ago. think it's gonna be a long nite again :) here's e 2 quotes tt i heard today, and would like to share with ya guys :) 
wen babies are born, every parent wan their children to enjoy e best part of their innocent life. let them feel e happiness, e most wonderful thing tt could happen.