wen babies are born, every parent wan their children to enjoy e best part of their innocent life. let them feel e happiness, e most wonderful thing tt could happen. slowly, they are told abt this complicated world. they haf to accept and learn to live wif it, in their simple mind. they realise e selfishness n greediness of pple in e world. either they wanna live like them, or do not live like them. follow e world, or change e world. seriously, family influence children e most. i think. y muz family members go against one another and fight for justice that's not needed at all. lack of communication, and plenty of complains. y cant they juz voice out. so tt everyone knows their mistakes and try to change for e better. y muz they allow another party to get involved in their family matters? y muz they make everything worse? i juz dun understand.. therefore, isnt it good if there's onli family gather less than 10 times a year? or should i say less den 5? so depressed wif wat is going on. i'm e onli child left in e family, and sometimes, i dun wanna noe abt anything at all. not at all. i would rather stay as e 'i duno' child. cox den, i dun needa lie. who else can i trust better den my family members? i mean i do trust my frens, always. but wat abt my family members? this is so wrong. bro would be so sad if he noe abt this. and i've got no one to share. cousins too young. bro's in camp. and it's a family thing. couldn't tell my frens too. guess i've juz gotta pretend tt nuttin happened at all. anyway, mummy hurt her left arm. went for x-ray this afternoon. seems serious, cox she said it'll take some time to recover. did not ask much yet. will try tonite. after bro called. cant wait for his call everyday. but we cant talk for long too. well there's so much to tell him wen he's back. i cant wait for e day! yeah! bro's PSP games are sooooooo boring.. guys games.. haiz.. haha he's a guy wat! hehe.. so yar.. :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon [Dear Angel, how long this will last? starting sch next mon, so i guess i needa get ready first. priority to studies. i hope. pray for mummy for speedy recovery of her left hand. pray for bro in camp. pray for family harmony. as a matter of fact, i dun realli like to celebrate fathers' day. i cant celebrate either. not a real one. wat would my family be in e future? i cant imagine. well maybe it's even harder to lead a simple life. but u'll be beside me rite? as long as u can Angel. pls. I LOVE YOU]