missed corina so much! haven seen her since pro 6! it's like 7 - 8 yrs?!?! become so pretty alr! hehe. of cox wen gals sit together, e most thing tt we'll do is to take pics. 
haha.. here we go..
of cox, e guys cant run away from this. hehe.. 
seriously, i dun remember some of them. like their names are familiar, but i cant pic how they look in my head. after dinner, we wanted to catch a movie. so one suggested to watch at lido. on our way there, one said cathay's seats are better. so we walked ard at taka to wait for his fren to check e timings. and of cox, more pics! 
hehe.. cox corina is leaving alr. den, we changed location to bugis shaw centre. KCF drove all e gals there. i directed e way, but was a lil slow. so made a few turns. hehe.. erm but wen we've reached shaw, they den changed decision again, this thime wanna to pub. e clinic. nv go be4 so sounded quite interesting to me. hehe =) finally, we reached e clinic.. but!!! one wanna go fisherman's village.. WTH!! haiz.. so me + 3 other frens took cab.. arrived, and it's a lil dark.. dark dark dark.. realised tt sharon has nite blindness? haha.. and erm i cant realli see wat is on e table.. i juz haf to not move. 
hehe.. den.. it's ard 12+ alr.. shu bei has to go home, so i acc her took cab home. its 20 bucks. so ex rite.. cox got midnite charge n stuff.. haiz. so this is e cannot decide well day. =) i wanna tell abt my busy week. and well u can see if i'm realli busy or not.. 
and.. this is part of our work. 
will take more pics wen our stage is set up. =) here are e kind wolves after tt, 
i went home and continued on my other proj. till 4am in e morning. it's a gd thing tt i've alive! =) 
den a lil tea break @ TCC cox movie starting ard 1 hr later.. 
chatted quite a lot.. well i like to listen to stories. all e time :) u'll learn realli a lot from ya frens. e movie 'alone' was ok lar.. e ghost is very funny one leh.. like not realli scary.. but looked weird and funny lor.. but e story line is quite cool. =) walked a lot tt nite. i think sometimes it's good to go out wif diff frens.. den u'll be able to catch up wif them.. and there's so much things to talk abt or listen =) well.. these days have been thinking a lot.. think a lil too much. there's sth tts so wrong yet i wanna make it right. maybe i'm consoling myself, maybe it's e truth. stop asking mi to try, 90% of me have given up. i'm trying to make things happen at home. make myself worth it. everytime i feel so neglected at home. i'm so busy to talk to mummy too. so wat do i realli wan? i've got no idea.. every lessons is so inspiring for me.. a good teacher is so easy to think about, yet hard to achieve. however, i'll try my best. practice makes perfect rite. i'll think through e things tt are making me feeling awful, and i'll look back and not regret. now tt i noe abt some truths, should i try or hold back? it's such a confusing world, with simple people everywhere. innocence is disadvantage. stupidity is negative. blurrness is simplicity. simplicity is innocence. tts all.
i died.
9:06 PM
bought e belt tt i badly wanted. haha. i like a lot lar. and it's ex. should keep e price a secret. hehe :) we talked a lot. sort of listen to one another's story, xin shi and stuff. well, i actualli realised tt i made pple worried about me a lot. e fact tt i'm 20, and pple are still so worried abt me. so weird. or should i say they're very concern. sorry to cause all these. but i guess i'm like tt rite. no matter hw things goes, i'll still be like tt. not tt i wan protection or wat. juz tt i dun wish to hurt anyone cox of one stupid decision tt i made. though it always ended up getting myself hurt, but it's alrite. as i always say. practice makes perfect. i'm used to it, and will get over it soon. anyways, was quite lost tt week. simply becox i cant find a right place to study and get rest. cox of e china relative, i try to go home late everyday. cox i cant study at home. dunno how to explain. but perhaps some will noe how i feel. not saying tt they're giving me troubles, but just tt they came at e wrong time i guess. 
ok so after tt day's singing and chatting session, my feelings got better. 
we went to Bali House, e place jac's working. she's a supervisor now! u go gal! :) 
jia you ok! hui san too! so nice to hear them talk. juz like last time. there's no restrictions and no rules at all. we can joke and talk so much! love them lots! 
18th July, 2007: 
haha. den erm i'm amazed by this thing! 
they are so thoughtful. cox tt place is an open area, it's veri windy. so this thing acts as a paper weight too. hehe :) den after tt i left at 3pm to go home. gotta send my china relatives to e airport. and of cox be4 tt, needa take pics! :)
they're leaving. and onli til e nite be4 tt mummy told me my uncle is coming to fetch. if they had told me earlier, i do not needa rush. and plan things so tightly. anyways it's alrite cox i would like to go send them off too. den wen we reach, we ate a and sat a while at Hans. den after sending them off, uncle send mi to bedok mrt station. meeting marcus to go to old airport road to meet marian, wen xiong n shin for dinner. nv been there be4. quite a nice place. but e food.. not bad lar.. hehe.. so tts abt it.
i died.
1:37 PM
heee.. chatted n joked.. haha so funny. :) had fun eating lar :) after tt went back to cine cox marian, wx and yun hui are there alr. but we went up first cox needa collect $ as they haf managed to sell off e 1 tix. :) cool! but den rite.. we called marian, wx n yun hui so mani times cox we can go in alr and they're not done wif eating yet. but none of them picked up!!! in e end cox we din wanna miss e first part, we went in first and leave e tix outside for 'password' collection. haha!
i died.
11:14 PM
but a lil too skinny. 
e show's interesting. i have nv read tt book. watched on wed. went to buy thumbdrive n present for andy too. in e evening, met up wif reei as marcus went to haf dinner wif his teacher. anyway e day is tiring but fun. managed to get present for wan ting. hope she'll wear it :) tts all. i hope to recover real soon. no more falling sick pls. it feels so terrible when there's no one ard for u.
i died.
12:32 PM
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Low |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Moderate |
| Antisocial: | Low |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Low |
| Narcissistic: | Low |
| Avoidant: | Low |
| Dependent: | Moderate |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Low |
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information -- | |
i died.
11:10 PM