stress stress stress.. some said tt it was created by one self. some said tt it's all external factors. i think it's a combination of all. e first week of sch, i thought tt i could not handle it. but i managed to pull through. 2nd week. tough. was struggling. trying to finish as much as i can. cox i realli think tt last min work cant make it at all. i mean if i haf e time to rest n nap, y nt accomplish more. is it a wrong mindset? tt makes mi fall sick. understimated my cough. so confident den i'll be fine after a while. who noes, it got worst. e stupid virus inside of mi spreads as usual. i should say e stubborn virus. anyways, it realli feels terrible. yesterday i went home after e first period of lesson. i felt so bad. cox there's grp meeting and it's a new thing tt felicity is gonna teach abt. but i realli cant take it alr cox i vomitted and am giddy. feels like stomach is in a big mess.. headache is bad n am feverish. so cool rite wen sth is wrong, it went wrong altogether.

anyway, i took 154 non aircon to go home. but i alighted somewhere along e bukit timah rd. cox i felt like puking.. sat ard e bus stop.. sat on e steps of e overhead brigde. den called mummy. luckily she's not working yesterday. but i could not move at all. mind is like twirling.. sat for abt 15 mins.. den managed to get up 151 aircon to go home. alight at jalan tpy, den walked to e clinic. e short 10 mins walk took 30 mins. cox i had to stop n quat for a while. it's so terrible. met up wif mummy at e clinic n who noes e doc is late. i felt like dying. seriously. den i wanted to take jab so tt i can walk home, but doc suggested tt i take e med and rest in e clinic. so i did. and was a lil better. a lil onli. on my way home, it started again. gotta do things so slowly. no appetite too. i think yesterday was e first time i took e least food in my life. today was feeling better. hope to get well soon. cox work is piling! :(

anyway i watched Nancy Drew! hehe.. emma roberts is so pretty! but a lil too skinny. e show's interesting. i have nv read tt book. watched on wed. went to buy thumbdrive n present for andy too. in e evening, met up wif reei as marcus went to haf dinner wif his teacher. anyway e day is tiring but fun. managed to get present for wan ting. hope she'll wear it :) tts all. i hope to recover real soon. no more falling sick pls. it feels so terrible when there's no one ard for u.

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon