Before Am Gone.

Friday, September 21, 2007

LIBRA

The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind.. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying...

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, so much of family. dey are such bad examples. but i'll do a gd job this time. i cant afford to lose anything now. i dun wan to. so confused. Angel, lead mi pls. dun leave me alone. things are getting more complicated. its all my fault. i'm so sorry. forgive me. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
11:37 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

YEAH! welcome back Bro, Nanda & Qihao. haha. almost 3 mths of training have finally ended. u noe there's stages one u noe. haha. i'll explain in e next entry. let mi say about e farewell session we had for marcus n shin. =) 12thSept2007, met wif reei n marian in e morning for a kbox session. so fun!

hehe. and marcus was supposed to come one. haha. but too bad he cant get to sleep earlier, thus dun think he can make it in e morning. so after k box, reei n i rush to PS to meet siew chin n marcus. marian went home cox she dunno wat to do in town, and dun wanna go minds cafe also. so, 4 of us went to watch e movie 'i noe who killed me'. so funny lar! they actualli wanna see our i/c wen it's a NC 16 movie! WTH! haha. den all blamed me. hey! marcus is old man so he should walk in front next time ok. haha. i think it's nice lar. but agreed wif marcus tt it's a lil boring. reei n i sat on e couple seats. haha. so funny. it's called tian mi mi. haha. and of cox e other 2 also tian mi mi lar. hehe. and yar the cathay is super cold! always! after tt, susu came over n meet us. we den head to minds cafe. but so clever rite. they nv open. haha! so we went to play pool instead. had fun! den wei ming came over to join us. more n more ppl leh. hehe. though we had quite a struggle deciding on e dinner place, but in e end still made a decision lar. and so, we head to wheelock place, NYDC. marian, shin, yun hui, freda n nanda joined us later.. this is my dinner..

and grp pic!

well, wat i've got to say to e 2 boys.. haha. cox not yet man wat. haha. erm. juz take gd care lor. u all can do it manz! =) u noe me i'll worry for a few days for them, den after tt will forget alr. haha. cox dey still muz do it de lor. haha. so yupz. next entry will be about my bro's POP manz. hehe.

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, time past so quickly. i'm gonna haf my holidays soon! frens come in n out of BMT and of cox they grew a lot. Angel, bless the next few frens of mine okie. Namely: Justin, Keat Hwee, Marcus & Shin. dey will be fine =) think i lost some habits this few weeks. which might be good, but not all habits are bad rite. still wondering wat i've lost though. anyways, i'm gonna do my best in sch and rest during my holidays! :) Angel, thankx a lot. sometimes, wen u do not face something truely, u juz lose it. or if u're avoiding it, u'll miss it. I noe u've been there to fulfil my wishes. i realli appreciated it. wat can i do to make u happy? I LOVE YOU]

i died.
6:06 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

Alright. some tots for now. it's been tough last week i should say. everything doesnt seemed to be right, yet i've got my frens to rescue me in e end. so it seems like god has put me into a challenge and got somebody else to save me as well. but i muz say tt my wishes are granted. juz some lil wishes tt i haf, have almost all been fulfilled. i should not request for more. more is less. but how i wish sth could haf change. or perhaps not change. it always seemed alright at first, complicated in the process, den nuttin much in e end. i looked at it too simply e past few weeks. i tot i can go through it easily. perhaps my brain's not working e right way. sch work is manageable. but other stuff are not. e feeling is juz not right. but i love my frens. thankx for being ard. realli appreciated it so much. i would say tt some tings are meant not to be spoken and some events are meant to be kept as memories. think it'll be a contest for me this time. either i walk through e tunnel and find e light after dunno how mani yrs later, or i run on the path and find someone to lead me elsewhere. it's complicating. even i haf prob understanding wat i juz wrote. anyways, it's juz me.

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, i realised that if i planned it to be a secret, it muz stay a secret. cox perhaps i'll forget abt it one day. how do i express so tt none will get hurt, how do i say so tt my tots will be transferred, how do i appear to be happy yet struggling in e inside? frenships are so weak at times. it took yrs to build up, and trust to destroy it. i can be 'anything' person, but at least i would like to be notified sooner or even be involved in the discussion. dun wanna hurt anyone but somehow, hurt came to me. wat do i lack now? some motivation and encouragement i guess. sometimes i realli think tt i can handle it myself. cox i'll juz get over it. rite Angel? I LOVE YOU]

i died.
11:10 AM

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Ok, Nanda. this is for you.. haha.. u noe it's so troublesome to copy and paste. haha. here it goes! :)

1. (The person who tagged you is...) Nanda e Naggy PaPa. hey it rhymes! haha ;p

2. (Your relationship with him/her is...) Good friends!

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her.)
- lame
- funny
- kind
- soft-hearted
- tall
oh manz.. muz i onli say e gd points.. haha! kiddin! :)

4. (The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.) eh.. should be e bag of pinky stuffs he bought for me. haha thankx manz!

5. (The most memorable words he/she has said to you.) haha.. u should noe this lor! "it's not very difficult to ignore you" ARGH! hehe.

6. (If he/she becomes your lover, you will...) i think we'll both ignore each other. haha!

7. (If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...) Dun u dare ignore me! haha!! this is so funny! haha..

8. (If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) Juz ignore him. haha. ignore, ignore, ignore.. :)

9. (If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...) I'll nv know, cox it'll nv happen. :)

10. (The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is...) eh.. to make him smile? wa like so fake! haha.. :)

11. (Your overall impression of him/her is...) Ok lar.. haha. dun stop nagging. haha

12. (How you think people around you will feel about you.) you'll have to ask them. haha

13. (The characteristic you love about yourself is...) Forgetful.

14. (On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is...) Lack of courage & confidence i think.. :)

15. (The most ideal person you want to be is...) Nobody, juz me =)

16. (For people that care and like you, say something to them...) Thanks manz. i realli appreciated it :) i love ya guys too. hehe

17. (Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you - TRY NOT TO PEEP AT THE QUESTION BELOW BEFORE WRITING DOWN THE NAMES.)
Oh manz. this is hard.. and i seriously dun expect them to reply. so juz for fun...
1 - jillian
2 - huimin
3 - misha
4 - agatha
5 - dawn
6 - marcus
7 - susu
8 - lala
9 - shin
10 - reei
(Who is no. 6 - marcus- having a relationship with?) haha! dunno leh. nanda or shin? haiz. its complicated.. haha! *moments*

(Is no. 9 - shin- a male or female?)Male.

(If no. 7 - susu- and 10 - reei- are together, will it be a good thing?) NO! they're both gals! my god!
(How about no. 8 - lala- and 5 - dawn) is it e sequence prob? hey! they're both gals as well, + they dunno each other. haha

(What is no. 2 - huimin- studying about?) Dun play play.. she's my cousin, a JC student ok! haha :) u rox!

(When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3 - misha?) a week ago, on a short phone call. :( pls meet up with me soon!

What kind of music band does no. 8 - lala- like?) eh no idea. probably ballads?

(Does no. 1 - jillian- have any siblings?) nope, she's e onli child :)

(Will you woo no. 3 - misha?)eh.. is this thing for guys? misha's a gal and she has a bf. :)

(How about no. 7 - susu?) ARGH!! this thing muz be for guys! susu's a gal too!!!!

(Is no. 4 - agatha - single?) definitely not. :) she has a loving bf juz like misha :)

(What's the surname of no. 5 - dawn) Dawn Chan Jingfen! hehe. my closest fren! how can i forget. hehe.

(What's the name of no. 10 - reei) See Yun Reei. Nice and easy to remember name :)

(What's the hobby of no. 4 - agatha?) rent movies and slack at home to watch e whole day. haha

(Do no. 5 - dawn- and 9 - shin- get along well?) Nopez. They dunno each other.

(Where is no. 2 - Steph - studying at?) JC>JC>JC. forgot which one though. haha!

(Say something casual about no. 1 - Jillian) she's forever laughing. haha.

(Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 - lala?) hey! this thing is for guys rite?!?! i'm straight manz!!

(Where does no. 9 - shin- live?) sembawang.

(What color does no. 4 - agatha - like?) opps. i'm not veri confident in this leh. erm how abt white?

(Are no. 5 - Dawn- and 1 - Jillian- best friends?) nopez, jill is dawn's junior though :)

(Does no. 7 - susu- like no. 2 - huimin?) this is so sick. it'll nv happen!!

(How did you get to know no. 2 - huimin?) she's my cousin....

(Does no. 1 - jillian- have any pets?) nopez, her house is sort of like.. erm. no entry. haha :)

(Is no. 7 - susu- the sexiest person in the world?) of cox! hehe :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

i died.
2:40 AM

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Hi all.. haf nt been blogging for so long.. too long alr i dun even noe wat to write.. eh. i guess i'll juz haf to look through my pics and upload those memories.. alrites so here i go.. 8thAug, went out wif Agustina! finally got to meet her!

i think it's been 3 yrs! miss her so much! and she introduced mi to one of her frens. nice gal. =)

after tt we went to meet my bro for a drink. dey din drink much! i liked e drink though. hehe. den after they left, i followed my bro and his frens to catch rush hours 3. haha. we watched at 2am in e morning. real shag. and not e rite movie to watch in e middle of e nite. haha. but it's nice. =) 11thAug, i'm not veri sure y i go out on tt day.. but i noe these food is simply delicious!! it's a jap restaurant at taka basement, near cold storage. ya all may wanna try it! =)

but i remembered tt we ordered a lil too much. haha. 17thAug, went to ACM with uncle chua, reei n marian. we needa take down e measurements of the gallery area, cox we're gonna haf our YEP presentation there. think it's on 30thNov. ya.. den after tt marian n i decided to go and haf dinner at cityhall..

lil did we noe tt there's gonna be a fireworks show at nite! and so we wait at marina square, without dinner and toilet breaks!!

and yet this stupid couple stood rite in front of us! we're like sitting down cox it's a long wait, den everyone walked past us, but DO NOT STAND RIGHT IN FRONT OF US! i'm quite puzzled wen i saw 2 butts. so i decided to do this.

haha. anyways, it's a nice show! i liked it =) 18thAug, went out wif Jill, and celebrated her mum's b'day! sorry auntie ya present is gonna be a belated one! thanks for e lunch! it's yummy =) so after tt Jill went to celebrate her grandma's b'day and supposed to be able to join me later at nite for the fireworks show as i've got tix to attend. but she cant make it. and so, sadded, i called frens and most cant make it too. luckily, there's someone who is willing to come watch the show. and so we went. it was so bloody crowded!!! phobia of crowds u noe.. anyways, it's a long wait again, but we've got seats and see no butts this time.

hehe. e show was fantastic! and my view was just rite. hehe. and after tt we went to have dinner near bras besah.. den go home. haha e bus was so crowded also lar! should have cab wif my fren, but i noe it's not on e way. so its okie =) 19thAug, celebrated shin's b'day.

firstly, we went over to great world as shin wana watch e movie. wadever e name was cox i cant remember!

anyways, it's onli showing there so bo bian. haha. had lunch at jack's place, and of cox cakes for him.

hehe. after e movie, shin drove us to ps. where we met susu for dinner. hehe. nice dinner! =)

and here's e pics shin took wif my cam!

e 4ever working Apple Daily. haha! 23rdAug, last day of implement wif Faith. thankx lovely =) hope u've realli learnt sth. take care! *muackx*

25th Aug, went to watch a musical play with my classmates. it's so cool! so interactive and magical i should say. =) i love e music, but i cant understand wat they're singing abt. haha. nevertheless, e actors and props realli made it all worthwhile. i liked it =) thankx gals who were there to share this musical wif me.

28th Aug, 61 gals went to sungei buloh for a field trip. haha. and it's a raining day! and of cox, gals = noise. haha. so we din see much birds and animals. haha all scared by us. hehe. however, it's fun and a good experience! moreover, it's my first time there! yeah! :)

31stAug, 61 gals went to pulau ubin. haha. u muz be guessing how come degree students are going for sec sch types of field trips. haha. hey! we're looking veri deeply into ecosystem ok! haha. well, it's a sunny day and thank God! we had a great great time! =) thankx gals!

1stSept, Reei, Marcus and i went to sungei buloh. again. haha. cox e other day we din see much, so reei n i planned to revisit tt place =) had a great n fun time too! thankx guys.!

hehe. i muz say tt we're drenched on our way back to e bus stop. cox it started to pour! so we hid. hehe.

so here's e shagged us. haha!

den thereafter we went to causeway pt to meet nanda. he's attire is so diff frm us lar! haha. cox he's going to club after tt lar.. hehe. anyways, nanda, i'll do e survey thingy rite after i finish this long entry..hee =) den we travel down to ps. the cathay to meet weimin and get e tix to watch ratatouille, it's nice!!! so attracted to e rat. haha. and i got myself e rat toy! haha yeah! but rite.. i dun think anyone can cook. maybe yes, but depends whether it's edible anot. haha. so tts about it. veri long rite.. haha. take care guys!

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, rite now, i can onli cherish e times. it's not up to me. and it's always so unfair. i'll juz do my best and be me i guess. nuttin ever changes or last forever. so ya. get over it. haha. i'll do juz tt. thankx for being wif me for so long. are u getting tired of me? tired of telling wat to do, and yet i dun think i can do it. tired of wiping my tears and saying tt everything will be alrite? tired of protecting me? tired of me? let mi noe if u do so. i wan e best for u. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
11:07 PM