Alright. some tots for now. it's been tough last week i should say. everything doesnt seemed to be right, yet i've got my frens to rescue me in e end. so it seems like god has put me into a challenge and got somebody else to save me as well. but i muz say tt my wishes are granted. juz some lil wishes tt i haf, have almost all been fulfilled. i should not request for more. more is less. but how i wish sth could haf change. or perhaps not change. it always seemed alright at first, complicated in the process, den nuttin much in e end. i looked at it too simply e past few weeks. i tot i can go through it easily. perhaps my brain's not working e right way. sch work is manageable. but other stuff are not. e feeling is juz not right. but i love my frens. thankx for being ard. realli appreciated it so much. i would say tt some tings are meant not to be spoken and some events are meant to be kept as memories. think it'll be a contest for me this time. either i walk through e tunnel and find e light after dunno how mani yrs later, or i run on the path and find someone to lead me elsewhere. it's complicating. even i haf prob understanding wat i juz wrote. anyways, it's juz me.

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon