9th Oct, 2007:

went out for dinner with jill and her mummy. thankx auntie for e treat! it's realli yummy =) after tt, as usual, we went to kbox. okie i gotta say tt it's scary to turn 20. to have a digit 2 in front of ya age. it's like more responsibilites and i should grow up! oh manz.. it's so stressful wen it's ard 1140pm.. ok it's veri funny and weird, but i dun wana turn 20!! argh! haha. jill will be able to explain to u wat i did, but dun ask her! haha. den erm she played e happy birthday song for like 3 times!!! cox u noe.. take pics.. make wishes.. cut cake.. eat cake.. haha. so here's e pics. thankx gal! thankx for e cake! she made it herself! so sweet of her! i realli liked it a lot a lot! =) well, jill might not noe tt i teared a lil after e celebration. haha. so touched and i dunno how to describe. thankx mum for e present! love ya! =)

10th Oct, 2007:

went out wif zhi hui. thankx gal for e meh meh! haha and of cox e b'day card. i realli love it! now sippo has a new fren =) as usual, we chatted a lot and shared a lot of stuff. but there's still sth tt i couldn't bring it up. or should i say there's some things tt i would like to keep to myself. thankx gal for tolerating my nonsense for so long. love ya! =) thankx for all e wishes my frens. love ya all so much! =)

11th Oct, 2007:

wen e clock struck 12, i broke down. it's so hard to try to enjoy ya b'day. so many things are happening during these few days tt i cant realli leave it aside and enjoy my special day. dun realli feel like celebrating anyways. e outing was juz a special outing for me n zhi hui. cox it's been so long since our last outing together. dun feel bad or wat gal. i realli appreciated tt u came. thankx ya! and so throughout e nite, i couldn't sleep properly. throat was hurting, mind was exploding, body's temperature was high. i knew tt i could not make it to work alr. but i did get to wake up and try to fix my throat. by taking strepsils. by e morning, energy lvl was 0. tts y i went to visit e doc instead. and had 2 days mc. i feel so bad. i wanted so much to go to sch and teach my kids. so mani things to do wif them! i missed them so much! anyways, of all e things, i'll get over it. it's onli a matter of time. now tt i've see through things, it's time to move on. i should not be bothered by it in e first place. wat am i afraid of? losing? but i think it's time to let go. its not impt alr. cox there's no more meaning to it. i waited for 24 hrs. think it's clear enough. wake up! haha. granny needs me. i need her too. i'll do my best. no matter how difficult it is. but at e same time, i need my own time. time out for me to breathe. i'll be better by e next blog! =)

Lots of loves, hugs n kissses,

Sharon