okie here's e new blogskin! thankx to JILLIAN!! yeah~ hehe. cox i messed up e previous one. haha! okie.. so here's sth tt i wrote today =)
I've tot it through,
Think tt it'll be good.
To remain it cool,
& go by my book.
Tired of replaying those scenes,
Afraid of getting burnt.
They should not be in my memories,
Put them into bins.
Everytime there's a lil courage,
Fear overtakes.
Such a complicating rage,
I hope it's fake.
Apologizing for scaring and hurting,
Lil did u noe tt I'm feeling it too.
I've decided to make a turn,
I gotta go my own way.
E same old way.
THE END
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, a courageous move rite. i've decided. cox i dun wanna think abt it anymore. however i would look forward for changes, but it's not out there alr. yes, i'm hurting. it's sooner or later. u noe me best. i cant make decisions. i fear e consequences i fear hurting others instead. sorry gals i juz cant stop worrying n thinking for others. it's a habit. Angel, hang in there wif me. we can do it. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
10:35 PM
