it's been a week since my heart drowned in e dead sea. it all seems yesterday, but i alr forgot e hurt tts so painful. dun realli wanna remember how it realli feels though. not mani noes. but rite now, i'm confident of living my life e way i wanted. yes, there's still restrictions. i dun wanna hurt nobody. so restrictions are necessary. i wanna live better den anyone else. to u, i might be still drowning. but instead of being down, i wanna replace it with sth else. going to work do solve a lil prob. all my darlings realli brightens up my day, lighten up my life. but it onli lasted for a few hrs. this morning as i taught my K2s e song, 'Graduation', tears filled my eyes. am sure all of ya noe wats e song is abt. am still having lots of qns abt frenship. to me, its so special n precious. however, i understand tt everybody is diff. but for me, i can give up everything. maybe it might not be for frenship. juz not to hurt anyone. wen u're used to hurting yaself, it's alright. nuttin matters. gals, thankx for being ard these days. really thankful tt i've got all of ya. Angels, we realli needa meet up soon. i've got so much to tell you. it doesn't matter if someone dun understand. cox i noe u gals noe me better den myself do. how long will i take this time? i've got no idea. it doesn't seem to work anyway. will my smile be e same? obviously no. but i noe wen u put a smile on ya face, it makes e world a better place. =) god noes wat will happen. but soon after, ppl might leave me. but they'll know tt i love them too much to hurt them. i've alr given up on one. think there's mani more to come. wadever it is, am still inside e box. willing to exit. but wanna make e right choice. so gals, lets move on together. we can do it! i love all of ya! *muackx*

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon