guess i read the signs
guess am a spoiler
guess am everything that caused unhappiness
but i still love myself
for being me
for loving my frens whole-heartedly
for e ability to get over quickly
but i hate myself too
for messing up ppl's lives
for making my frens worried for nuttin
for taking things too seriously
in the morning
wenever i look into e mirror
i told myself to be happy
it influences ppl to smile wif u
at nite
before i go to sleep
i think of all e bad things tt could happen
then i prayed for it to never have to happen
quite silly of me
to realize everything too late
to see everything being too perfect
to let precious tears flow consistently
i pray
for u who are reading
to gain hapiness
then share it wif me
fill me up wif ya happiness
i pray
for u who are reading
wun get hurt by me
i dun mean it
i dun mean to
things juz happened
yet i allow it to
am not emo-ing
guess u juz need a moment
to realize everything
things tt u've been neglecting
avoiding
am over e moment
now reflecting
i've got precious frens to turn to
do they noe they've got me?
am not e whole world
am juz a lil part of it
thanks Angel
for making me realize
tt am silly all e while
to trust so much
to fall so badly
but i still love my gals
my angels
my babies
am still me
e emo me
e silly me
e 'clever' me
e blurr me
but its not all abt me
Dear Angel,
I LOVE YOU
i died.
1:21 AM
