have u ever spot tt difference in you? tt u'd wished tt nuttin changes? tots running, running tots. unreachable ones. but well wen u lost sth, u've gained sth in return rite. but somehow everything came too late. too late to reach out. too late to apologize. too late to realize. too late to be true. i was looking at my lil ones to day and there's tots running thru my head. wat will they become wen they grow up? how long can innocence lasts? or u hide it away cox u noe tt u haf to fake and put up a strong front? how long can one person love you? how long can u remember tt u're loved by someone so much wen u're little, or wen u're in need of love? how long can love lasts? how long can ya memory last be4 u decided to hide it inside or let it fade away. time aids one to feel better. not to forget. it might help to forgive, nv to forget. its so amazing how much can hurt changes a person. but well, its part and parcel of life isnt it. looking into my kids' eyes.. i felt e sincerity, innocence and purity. tt i could nv return and get it back.

i felt so lost today. handling lessons were not a problem. but having attachment students observing me is weird. like though am qualified to be a teacher, but i dun realli have to confidence to do a good job or be a good role model. am juz doing and trying my best everyday. of cox there're some more things running in my mind and it's not functioning well, am like doing things aimlesly. luckily i muz emphasize tt enfant educare has a group of veri helpful and collaborative teachers. so we actualli had lots of fun during work. thanks teachers. :) okie lar.. juz feel like blogging today.. nuttin much.. on 8am shift tml!!! omg! haha. gtg.. nitez everyone :)

Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, i noe u've been trying to guide me today. but i juz cant concentrate. weird but true. anyways, thanks for ya persistence throughout e day. I LOVE YOU]