Before Am Gone.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

went for NDP preview on 2nd Aug, 08. brought mummy and malcolm along with jill. we had fun joking abt every lil thing. haha. it was fun and i especially love e air show and fireworks..

so here's some vids:

after tt, mummy wanna haf dinner at mandrin hotel..

so we went and i had chicken rice! not bad lar.. but its too ex for a meal though. *heart pain*.

7th Aug, 08:

reei gave me an early birthday present - tix to watch high sch musical on ice!!! yeah!!! i wanted to go for it even be4 i went to boston. thankx gal!!!! i realli enjoyed it, along wif her company of cox.. after sch, we went to airport for dinner as i wanna haf e ban mian.. haha!

den rush down to expo.. wen we were abt to ask someone abt our seats, i realized tt she's michelle!!! my bro's fren!!! haha. i din noe tt a few of them went to work for this event. dey get to watch for free and get paid!!! oh manz! haha. but still, reei and i concentrated for e whole show and realli liked it :) its full of surprises, great stunts, perfect songs, unpredictable effects and all... simply love it :)

half way thru, mich even came up to me and asked if i wanna watch another time cox dey might need help for e next day's performance. but sadly, i cant cox i've got sth on.. well well. its nice enough to see her there! thankx gal for e gift and company!!

i realli love e performance! excellent, splendid, amazing!!! :) 8th Aug, 08: Enfant family day! we went to enfant before we left together wif them. i am so touched wen this lil gal, lying down as it was their nap time, excitedly spread out her arms and hugged mi real tight wen i sat near to her and called out her name. it was e best moment tt day =) after tt e journey to the downtown east is realli long.. as there was heavy traffic.. but well, e kids did entertained mi a lil. hehe. well i had a lil muscle training session wen i hung many kids' bags ard my arms and walked back into e chalet. i tell u... after tt thing.. i cant raise my arms up!!! cannot feed myself.. even had problem washing my hair.. haha.. limitation is scary.. anyways, had fun barbequeing wif e parents and talking to e teachers.. :)

thankx for e day!!! =) ___________________________________________________________________

Shaphy went home alone sitting on e chilly bus. it was initially crowded with youngsters chattering from e back. as it goes down to e neighbourhood, passengers get lesser and lesser. Shaphy wonders why do e bus goes e same way as the mrt stations.. but well, she noes tt she's going home. however, her fear is rising. reaching kallang is another option to get down and take a cab. if not, no more alighting. however, wif 16bucks in her pocket, she decided to sit tight and endure e bus ride. entering geylang feels like a totally diff night city. looking from e inside is fearful. how she wishes tt e traffic could clear for e bus to go right through. but, there comes a stop wif drunkards. yea rite.. take e transport if u drink. seriously ppl should take care of their own body more den their mind. having pple staring at her brings tears to her eyes. but she did not show any fear. enduring to novena, got down e bus, and began crying. e call tt is supposed to be picked up long ago has called back. sometimes, u needa face it alone, she noes. she noes crying will make her feel much better. getting into e cab is e safety zone. nice driver makes sure tt she's safe till he cant see her no more. how to make ppl understand her fear is not caused by anyone, but her surroundings. Shaphy wonders e value of life. a shower and good sleep is all she needs. she could say it as a joke e next day. she tot. nitez.

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Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,

Sharon

[Dear Angel, it hurts. fear hurts. it hurt my eyes too. where are you? can u stay wif mi for a lil while longer? i've lost it. pls come back will u? I LOVE YOU]

i died.
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