sometimes
you wanna stay in a corner and spend some time with yaself
sometimes
you wanna be wif someone tt u trust or perhaps juz a company
sometimes
you wanna be in e crowd so tt nobody can take a good look at you
sometimes
you wanan avoid e crowd cox u think they're staring at you
sometimes
you wanna help so much but you feel tt u're so helpless
sometimes
you feel like u're taken for granted or taken advantage of
sometimes
u cant undo some thing u forgot to do but u can make it better e next time round
sometimes
ppl juz dun get it, dun understand and cant see it from others' perspectives
sometimes
ppl juz think abt themselves, themselves and themselves
sometimes
you hope that they could feel and think abt you, who're by their side
sometimes
ppl leave u alone thinking tt they noe u e best
sometimes
they are wrong
sometimes
ppl uses excuses as reasons for their behaviours
sometimes
ppl juz dun admit their mistakes
sometimes
they realli dun mean it
sometimes
you feel like crying because ppl juz cant understand how you feel
sometimes
you cry because you do not noe how to explain anymore
sometimes
you're angry because you cant make things right for everybody
sometimes
ppl dun see your difficulties, but think about their loses
sometimes
you needed e attention from a special someone
sometimes
you requires attention from everyone
sometimes
you juz breakdown
sometimes
you hate yaself
most of the times
you have to learn to love yaself a lil more each day
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, it's so hard to go thru alone. though am stronger, tears seemed to be flowing more easily. emotions get evoked easily. i cry more than i laugh these days. am searching for you. every lil thing tt i do i think of every possible outcomes. still, i cant please everyone. u told mi to use my gut feelings wen i cant think of a strategy. i cant make u come back, can i? schwork distracted me. hw long can this last? will u come back? i am missing u being ard. its so hard to trust and share. I miss u, truly, I LOVE YOU]
i died.
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