okies. here's e kinda long lost entry.. din noe wat to blog abt though i've got lotsa pics to share.. well.. this yr's birthday seems nv-ending.. its like u're gonna stay 21 forever.. well all thanks to my plan of celebrating with diff grps of frens.. its not a bad thing.. but its like.. kinda tiring... haha. and thanks to jill who attended most part of it.. okies.. so i shall start after the lunch gathering in my house.. the 2nd celebration was with susu... just hours before my birthday.. we went to marina square for a yummy dinner.. thanks gal for e dinner! realli enjoy chatting with her. sometimes i juz wanna listen to her, like she's always there for me. thanks gal =) then.. went celebrating with agatha, jill, freda, my cousin jusmin and her frens.. at where? double-o... kinda interesting to countdown to birthday like tt.. first time too.. however, before that, i had dinner with susu.. nice nice!!! we enjoyed and we realli think that we had a lil too much. haha! but thanks susu for e dinner! =) after that went back to tpy to meet jill be4 taking bus to clarke quay.. managed to meet jusmin and her frens be4 we enter.. den it started getting bored when everyone is waiting for the clock to strike 12.. haha. sorry gals.. u muz noe tt am super anxious wen it comes to adding on another yr.. haha. so wasnt kinda entertaining.. well i muz say tt i drank much that i hadn't drank be4. and its either too sweet, or i can taste tt its a mixture of everything, but seriously din noe wats in it. haha. however, the music was veri good. danced a lil with my gals be4 my world begins spinning. wat a lesson learnt for a 21. haha. got stucked in the toilet for some time.. went out for some fresh air.. frens left.. went to cousin's fren's house to get his car.. went along with them for prata.. den went home.. was feeling much better wen i reach home.. however, i puked thrice and am dead serious tt i wun let myself in this condition anymore.. cox it feels like dying.. so tts abt it for e nite.. i felt so uncomfortable e next morning wen i got up. =(

so on the 10th.. went to kbox wif jinx, his gf, yao wen, jill and lester.. booked the room with the birthday package and tts y e room is decorated.. well well, a few balloons and its decorated. haha! but anyways, i had lotsa fun listening to e guys singing the killer songs.. fun singing with lester.. he's realli good! and thanks jill for the cake once again. it's yummy!!! proven by jinx, me and lester (too sweet). haha! thanks to all who came.. i realli enjoyed myself.. its such a joy tt wen am ard wif them, i still feel tt am 18. lol! opps. hehe. so the next day..


11th..
met up wif sarah aka princess buddy for high tea. haha! sounds so nice ar.. but finally got to meet up since like dunno how long ago!!! haha. so we chatted comfortably in coffee bean.. for quite a while be4 we leave for our next date.. haha! thanks gal for e amazing day =) then.. i went over to ps to meet my gals from team 2 and also A*. haha. met up wif jo first and den she so smart.. brought me into ps.. den out again.. a lot of time hor. haha. den told mi tt we're having cafe cartel.. but end up we're crossing the road heading to fish and co..... oh manz.. tts not a good signs.. god noes wat they are up to.. e best part is jo said tt e party juz began.. oh manz! haha. so yar.. eating and everything appears to be normal.. once e plates are cleared.. i heard my name mentioned by the band.. thanks gals.. seriously tt's a surprise as my wildest thought will be them singing to me. but they're real good lar. luckily i do not haf stage fright.. if not i guess e dinner gonna come out.. haha. so time of your life is e song tt dey wanted me to sing, but unfortunately, i love david cook better den greenday i supposed. haha! so i asked nai to help. and she did!!! yeah!! u noe why i love her so much! haha. well, i shall keep the video to my personal collection =) juz den.. A* and one of my gals came over and sticked bling bling on me, put on this pink pin.. and gave me a pink wand.. after tt.. yea e usual fish and co cheer.. lol. and i was told to stand on the chair.. thanks... and den haf to blow the candle from up above! wat an accomplishment.. haha! well e nite din end like this.. e special scrapbook tt they made for me is extraordinary lovely. now i noe why dey say some will not wanna see my face for one mth. haha! cox its full of pics of me lar! thanks for e hardwork and ya lovely notes. love ya all.. =) lastly, everyone put on the pin and held e wand for a crazy photoshoot. haha! simply love them lots =).. thanks for all the efforts.. care and concerns.. and all the loves.. well at nite, managed to bring shereen and laureen to double o.. reei, jill, nanda and me planned to go anyways. surprisingly, my cousin is going too! u noe, it's a diff kinda fun wen she's there. hehe. =) so wen we arrived, the goners (jill and nanda) looked like they were sitting comfortably, but i think tt if dey stand.. u noe wat will happen.. wei min came not long after some of our games.. and i did not play after tt.. chatted with wei min and his frens.. well din wanna drink much tt day cox i juz recovered from e previous nite. and tt my frens are quite high.. i think i better stay awake.. haha. its kinda a busy nite going up and down of double o to obar.. and vice versa.. well shall forget about the unhappiness.. juz glad tt my jusmin is there.. her frens are veri entertaining. haha! went back down not long after to join my frens again.. stayed for a while be4 heading home.. was kinda wide awake wen i reach home and took me some time be4 i fall asleep.. however, i still enjoyed my nite once again.

12th oct..
went out with my sec sch gals.. treated me lunch and tts e onli present tt i would want for them. wanna see them and chat wif them =) thanks gals for ya time.. dun forget our pact.. =) to dawn, dun worry, am fine with out a bf. lol. to innyi, thanks for all the times together. that puts a full stop to all the celebrations and fun i had within days.. =)


Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon

[Dear Angel, thanks for the blessings and all tt u'd given me.. i've learnt to manage myself and not affect others.. i've learnt to be responsible and not let others down.. though fear took over most of the things most of the time.. u're still there to calm me down and encourage me to run thru my tots and feel my heart to do wat i think is right. sometimes am sad to know that am tt unimportant in their lives that dey are not bothered to think abt me, yet am so bothered wen sth happened to them. i tried not letting myself get affected, but guess tts me. i dun wanna live in regrets and thus u taught me to give as much as possible. i dun need them to give me anything. as least let me noe tt they realli cares. dey say am like glass.. tt clear to see thru me. tt fragile.. tt easy to understand.. but am i tt invisible? at least i've got you, Angel. I LOVE YOU]