well well... a mini party juz ended hrs ago.. i muz say tt am real tired.. but happy to see so mani ppl gather together at e same time. juz a lil sad tt bro cant be there cox of CAMP! *bad words*. haha. there's nuttin he can do also lar.. so.. haiz wat to do! :( well, its kinda busy day cox i had to deco e hse... wait and wait.. haha.. tts why i dun like to haf celebrations i think.. muz wait... lol. but am still a patient person! haha. anways, thanks to all those who came, my relatives... frens... its not tt bad to turn 21 anyways, i had a harder time wen i was 20.. ok i am still 20 lar.. haha.. will upload e pics soon as am waiting for my bro to come back from camp rite now.. working tml.. and yeah! my kids! =) mummy juz reminded me tt now tt i've turned 21, i needa learn to handle things by myself.. manage my finance.. and increasing responsibilities.. not tt am not ready.. but its not easy.. nuttin is easy lar. but i'll try and do my best. e onli thing tt i was quite troubled today was tt.. i was kinda pestered by my family members.. keep asking is tt ya bf... where is ya bf.. how come dun haf.. are u sure u dun haf.. which one is ya bf.. OMG!!! although am old, but i dun think am old enough to settle down or sth! but certainly old enough to think abt this thing lar but still!!!! OMG! sometimes too mani worries wun help.. so relax ppl.. haha. den again, i should start to worry whether i'll be single all my life! hahaa. its not tt bad.. but its kinda weird rite. maybe my family dun realli like me to stay single.. or they're always so imaginative tt i always go out wif my bf.. and dun wanna show them.. which will nv happen cox i would wan my partner to be loved by them too. ok.. shall not elaborate too much, or i'll soon sound desperate, but am not!!!! juz those members in my family! haha. alright alright.. i shall be a good gal and read sth while waiting for my bro.. updates coming up soon!!! =)
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, its so amazing hw things can change and how feelings change.. e thing is.. change is good. cox it makes you learn and be clearer of where you are and how are you gonna manage thru life. i've learnt it the hard way, though others might not think so. Angel, i dun wanna change my principles towards this.. cox am not worth to give and take anymore.. Coming back from my babies made mi realized that i did not changed at all. protecting myself is all tt am concentrating on.. which is not as good as i tot it'll be for me.. but i noe i've got you.. thru sunshine and rain.. thru ups and downs.. becox of you.. i learnt to let things go.. i learnt to let things flow.. i learnt to let things show.. but i do it my way.. sorry to disappoint you at times.. thank you for reminding mi tt am worth it.. thank you for telling me tt i can make it.. am going 21... will you still be there for me? i wish but i wonder.. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
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