Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, help mi. i din expect this. not this. i gave time. am i given the time too? would u come back to me Angel? how long will you take? am still hanging on and waiting for you. pls come back. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
12:57 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Lend others a ear for a moment
Is most of the time, the best support for them
Some took you for granted
To them you're a bin
Enough to be thrown,
Needless to bother about your feelings
To some you're a mirror
Only reflects what they wanna hear
Many take themselves as victims
Eagerly needed a support
Once it becomes a habit
Nobody looks into ya eyes
Ends with a smile
Moreover its sth tt you like to do
Only you feel it too
Rest assure that its all safely kept
Enabling you to feel safe all over again
To listen is an important task
I love what I love doing
May you listen to me one more time
Except this time, listen to what my heart has to say
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, here's an end to my emo days tt crowded my mind and heart. Thanks for letting me handle this on my own. You noe tt its tough, yet i made me stronger. Times wen i cant control, it feels like raindrops. Times wen i cant manage, i hang on to my blanket. Times wen i took deep breaths, it juz got heavier. You've made me understand that i can be there for myself. i've got great frens whom i love a lot. whom i wanna be there for them as much as dey wanna be there for me. yet you taught me tt i have to manage myself to make myself feel better. i got u. totally. tt's y i love you. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
11:39 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, thanks for e nite. nv did i noe its tt hard. juz needa sleep better then. could do better now. thanks Angel for being beside me. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
8:56 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
am tired.
real tired.
y did i do this to myself?
hurting my feet and back.
so tired.
haiz...
looking forward for off days.
how can i get well like this.
serve me right.
for the sake of money.
think i'll pass out be4 i can even spend them.
think its easier to work with a goal.
not towards $.
off to sleep.
losing my beauty sleep.
:(
zzz...
Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon
[Dear Angel, it's hard to go thru this. i dunno but its real hard. but am still hanging on. at least for this month. am telling myself tt i can do it. i will if i can realli do it. i dun wanna cox disadvantage to my kids. lets be fair. gimme more strength pls. thanks for encouraging me Angel. am still handing on. i hope. I LOVE YOU]
i died.
1:06 AM
thanks gals! so e next day, i woke up ard 3plus. haha! den we went to cycle... 
did jo's make up.. 
hehe. 
den dinner and movie.. nice break for me after working and all. thanks gals! it was really memorable!