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Sunday, May 03, 2009

its a weird feeling wen u've got no assignments to complete, own time own target.. and now taking a class on my own. perhaps its sth to get used to. there's much more to get used to. finally graduating from NP is a satisfying yet saddening truth. u noe tt ya hard work have been paid off. cox u realli put in hard work. but u noe things will not be the same anymore. there's a few things tt i would like to say in this entry. for those who dun seem to understand, u dun haf to. juz some tots and feelings about my 2 yrs of BSc.

1st yr 1st sem:
Everything seemed inspiring and worth trying out. Professor Felicity Crawford and Susan Kosoff made me see a whole new world of the Early Childhood Industry. We aim to advocate for change, becox of them, or maybe one of them. Yet, drama and the Arts thought me things tt i nv knew its importance. things tt are fun yet a learning point for children. things tt laid beautiful memories tt i'd rather left it untouched, unmentioned (if there's such a word).

1st yr 2nd sem:
things changed tremendously. sometimes i wonder how i survived. but i did, and cant realli remember e details. tts a good thing. juz let my memory fail. its alright. sometimes ppl like to put themselves in the spotlight. i nv wanted to. NEVER. however, i became one. strangely, i began to understand how pride and ego works. and i see tt the world does not spin ard one person onli. i see a clearer view from the outside. i'm finally safe. quietly safe. thanks to those whom brought me experiences tt i can realli learn from. the weaknesses and strengths of frenships.

2nd yr 1st sem:
thank god(s) i've got them. Team 2. my darlings who pulled mi thru boston immersion and lotsa life changing moments for me. somehow, am glad tt things changed. thank god(s) it changed. cox i made stronger frenship which helped me forgot how the last few worked out, or did not. cox its not impt anymore. even a child learn to pull himself up after a fall. i did it. i tried to be fair. but too bad, life's always unfair. its a good thing tt u learnt how to be fair to yaself. thanks to Team 2, my gals and those who gave me the worst and the bestest. Team 2 played a major role in my life in Wheelock College (Singapore) u'll see why.

2nd yr Last sem:
Team 2 + 1. Always there for one another. you noe how much i love you gals and how much i thank all of you for ya company, support and all. we've survived the last sem with joy, stress, laughter and tears of cox. but i noe tt this frenship is for real. sth tt words cant describe. things changed in this sem to. for e better. for two person who felt the warmth in each other arms. for 11 gals who held hands tightly and walked through the toughest storms. for the healing i recieved. am cured. need not to be protected anymore. dun be afraid to hurt me. cox i'll grow out of it. nuttin tt i cant do now. cox i've got strength from my loved ones. so much tt it overcomes almost everything.

okies.. kinda emo hor.. haha. but well well, its not goodbye.
Farewell Wheelock College (Singapore)
Thanks For The Memories. =)



Lots of loves, hugs n kisses,
Sharon

[Dear Angel, its been long since i blogged. but i noe tt u're ard making sure tt am ok. i've found the strength tt u led me to. i've found loves tt are irreplaceable. let the past build on the present, for the better. i heard you. ppl placed to highly importance of themselves. ppl protected me too well. its time for me to see the world again. am ready Angel. This time am ready. thanks for being there with me always. i still need you Angel. Never leave me, please. I LOVE YOU]

i died.
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